Haha ODAAT unfortunately yes they are real. Still haven't beaten them for aslong as I can remember even though we had a brill ref who sent off their manager, best player and gave us a soft penalty which we of course missed beyond the joke now.
Thanks Suzanne for your post and support.
The car now starts again but is running like a bag of nails and not serviceable to the public at present. Got a drive lined up for a week or 2 while I get mine sorted or replaced decision yet to be made.
Day 141
No urge to gamble far to much else to think about atm.
Back at work driving my bro's taxi for a week or so permanent nights tho which I hate but beggars can't be choosers I'm grateful.
When I stopped gambling i started putting a tenner in a tin every day 20 some Saturday's just cracked it open now have £1670. So will help towards repairs or replacement. If I was still gambling I would be totally screwed right now so glad I found this place so thanks to everyone who has given me support on here during this time.
Hey Dave, glad I raised a smile & what a cracking last post 🙂
I did see that you'd held them up but didn't realise even the 12th man couldn't come to the rescue 😉 Even the mighty Mansfield have beat them in the last decade...I didn't believe the NM when he told me as I'm pretty sure Mansfield have lost every game since I've know him (yep, even to Morecambe) but I've checked the record books & there it is in black & white back in 2006...Now there's summat to be proud off :-0
If yours takes a while, maybe dig out that Sony Walkman (I know you've got one somewhere, yes, with the orange foam headphones) & insist your fares listen on full blast for the duration of their journey...Obviously, it will only work in one ear but @ least you can blame the rattling on the 'music'!
Be safe out there on nights...Hope there aren't too many drunken idiots (soz, no point getting edited, you know what I mean)!
Keep winning - ODAAT
Day 142
Thanks ODAAT for your message and support.
Haha Sony Walkman yea I had one of those them were the days eh.
Did beat his Mansfield at home but lost 1 nil away when we were flying at start of season that's the game where most fans pinpoint as the turning point to an average season.
Thanks ODAAT quite a safe place to live n work in these parts although bank holidays do bring about all day sessions so pretty bad by time I come across em.
No urges to gamble today off to bury away tmoz and maybe look at a few motors while we down that way.
Day 143
Busy productive day today went to watch the shrimps beat bury didn't see that coming both our goals in last ten mins and then car shopping in East Lancashire more for your money out that way and picked up a replacement car with just enough left for some fuel. 8 years old but really tidy and will hopefully last a couple of years and it paid for outright with money that would of gone in the bookies pocket feels brilliant.
No more paying monthly payments that c*****e you. You can have a shiny brand new car but you don't make anymore money for it.
Day 144
Little nephews birthday 3 today so off for playtime in a soft play centre.
Lads footy training and then working the night shift in bro's car again be a week tmoz til mine is taxi tested and set up ready to go.
No urge to gamble at all this is the week where I've really seen the benefits of abstaining and maintaining feel really good.
It's great to see you are still goin strong mate, I'm made up for you!! Keep it up pal!! 🙂
Thanks Carl you must be quiet at work too then been on here it's a good sign tho mate you can do it just stay determined, dreading Saturday this week but that's a worry for then one day at a time.
Day 145
No urges to speak of at the moment on my guard for the weekend though.
Day off today as pool league tonight only 2 games left of the winter league season.
Been sorting the swapping over of insurance and paperwork still a bit more to go and be back up and running a week today.
Day 146
Got a day shift today while car available so working til the darts starts this evening.
No show from the opposition last night so 10 nil win no love loss between the teams anyway so was a nice peaceful practise evening between us.
No urge to gamble yet although I have noticed the adverts on TV and in the papers already for Saturday determined to stay strong.
Insurance swapped over so just waiting on the paperwork to take it all to council and book it's test next week.
Aww, thanks again for your kind words & support 🙂
Great news about your wheels (it was great to read how chuffed you are) & as you say, the fare's are the same regardless of how much it shines! Fingers crossed the council give it the green flag next week & you're back on the road properly again!
Cheeky result for you last night with the no show 🙂
Look away when the adverts come on, stick your fingers in your ears & dance around like a loon la la la-ing if you have to! You are stronger than this now & you cannot go back!
Keep strong - ODAAT
Day 147.
Thanks ODAAT for your post and support.
Busy day today this morning me and my girlfriend went for our 12 week scan expecting our 1st child together on October 18th. Will be our 3rd between us my daughter and her son from previous relationships we have all lived together for a couple of years now
So been doing the rounds today with the news to family on both sides. 2 very excited kids now looking forward to been big siblings.
Extra motivation to now keep strong and continue my recovery and coming on the eve of one of the biggest sporting events of the year will help me to refrain from taking any interest. Doing a sweepstake at work which I'm staying well away from real turnaround from last year when I was the instigator of it.
Work for the evening now til 6am sleep till 2 and straight to the game against Portsmouth so I don't get the chance to even think about it.
CONGRATULATIONS Taxi man & Taxi lady...Another little Taxi baby to add to the Taxi brood 🙂
Fantastic news & as you say, even more reason to keep winning now...Nappies still don't go on trees you know (you'd think they would have invented one by now)!
This weekend ain't nothing you can't handle - ODAAT
Congratulations to you and your OH on your up and coming new addition to the family.
More than ever now recovery needs 100% commitment from you so you can keep winning and gifting yourself with all the rewards it gives. But with a massive 148 days under your belt, you have come too far now to jeapodise your recovery.
Extra motivation indeed now lol.
Have a good strong gambling free day.
Suzanne xxx
Day 148
Thanks ODAAT and Suzanne for your best wishes and support.
Today has been a lot easier than I expected the work til 6 sleep til 2 and straight to footy worked wonders.
The footy was good today too played well scored 3 goals nice refreshing change to some of the fare we've seen at home recently.
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