Have to start afresh for my son max bear diary.

It sure is amazing bear even with the ups and downs :))) because it is real life.

Suzanne xxx

PS proud of you xxx

Thanks Suzanne 🙂 day 156 so tried a bit of courier work yesterday wow I enjoyed it I know it's not best job or clever but I was out meeting people in the sunshine had a purpose for first time in a while will be starting properly a week Monday self employed totally new arena for me taking me out of comfort zone for sure,scared and excited but feeling human again chauffeuring worked for me once not anymore x

The bear x

Hello Bear old friend !

Great to see your doing so well, you deserve it for your relentless efforts.

Dark Place /

Day 157 no better sight than having dark place back still on his journey to beat this horrible illness I actually believe it's all down to us I gambled as it took me out of life it took my responsibilities away and hid me my therapy showed me why I now look in mirror and it makes sense making sense of it was my battle things lot clearer now 🙂 have good evening all x

The bear x

Thanks bear for your message this morning 🙂 x

158 days for you today, of winning, in every way,

Keep going OAUs my friend.

Suzanne xxx

Thanks Suzanne day 159 another trial day tomorrow for yodel excited nervous new route in my life onwards and upwards finally taking myself out of comfort zone and it feels good 🙂 have good week all x

The bear x

Hi bear,

Congrats on 159 days. Not long until 6 months which is great. You seem to have come a long way since the dark days earlier on.

I hope you can find a job you enjoy swiftly.

James

Thanks James 🙂 day 161 hard days work yesterday learning new job but lovely being out meeting people all part of my recovery taking me back out of comfort zone and learning to be me again all good 🙂 out for meal tonight with good friends and start work for real on Monday all exciting stuff 🙂 have good day all x

The bear x

Hi Bear,

Fantastic achievement on 161 days. Sailing nicely towards 6 months.

Best wishes

Day 163 double century on horizon have good weekend all x

The bear x

Day 165 have good week everyone no gambling 🙂 stay strong x

The bear x

Day 167 life good new job picking up speed double century on horizon no gambling in sight, loser tag no thanks x

The bear x

Lovely positive post bear,

168 today and your world is good, HDs indeed my friend.

Suzanne xxx

Hey bear,

Just a nudge to remind you to check in on the challenge for the last time! I guess life is full of excitement and opportunities for you recently, more than pleased for you dear friend..embrace it all ☺

...waiting for you bk in the base - challenge is not the same without a lovely tick near ur name

Take care, keep winning...be proud

Warm wishes

Sandra x

Sorry Sandra will report in,day 171 all good fun week at work tiring but I enjoyed it so was productive have nice Sunday everyone 🙂 x

The bear x