Hi,
Back again. This is like the ********* Groundhog Day ever.
I’ve got so much to be happy about but gambling ruins everything. It’s ruined 25 years of my life now, give or take the odd spell where I’ve managed to stamp it out. That’s 60% of my life. What a waste. Right now at this moment in time, i’m so weak willed that i’ll bet on anything. Any sport. Real or virtual. I don’t even kid myself anymore that I can win. It’s just a wasteful habit. Almost like I’m punishing myself for something, but for what I’m not sure. Maybe I’m deranged?
I’ve got to stop now though. It’s getting to the point where I’m going to start gambling my way into debt, something thankfully I’ve managed to avoid for the last ten years or so. Those close to me do not deserve to suffer due to my habit.
Why come back here with my tail between my legs? Truth be told the only thing that has ever worked for me is keeping a diary on here and committing to it. So tomorrow, again, is day 1.
Last bet 15.7.18.
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