Too many failure and not much hope but I have no option other than try again and this is precisely what I am doing trying again ; hope this time I will succeed I have to cross the line. I am a pledging to be Daily updating my diary . I am dusting my self today and starting to fight my addiction.
hi swati
same for me too many times i have tried but always find a way to throw my money away
i also will be updating my diary daily and counting the gamble free days
please stay strong its not easy its the hardest thing to do
so day one for me tm saturday
keep in touch maybe we can help each other
ps just read your intruduction and we are very similer
im 48 been gambling since i was about 12
lost so much money feel angry tired P****d of all the bad emosions things i never used to feel.
be strong stay in touch
Thanks mjb4000 for your support and encouragement it helped me a great deal I got the strength to get out of the bed and went out with my girls to eat out.
I have allowed my gambling to a source if have money to gamble then I am full of energy without it I am tired and lazy . My plan for tomorrow that I have to find some other activities that I too get energy. It could be anything even I have to clean the bath for her. I have put my family through so much it is paying back time.
I have accepted that I can't handle money so I will not try to handle money anymore.
Once again thank you all for accepting me for accepting my behaviour allowing me to forum.
Thank you all and good luck with the recovery.
im back to day one today and like i said feeling bad, gave my debit card to the girlfriend to try to stop my addiction
you will find the energy soon my friend
i cant carry more than £20 in my wallet anymore as i will be tempted to gamble it.
keep posting on your progress and reading the other post
Planned my day to keep busy with family .I am committed to have a gambling free day. There are many financial worries but today I will not think about it.
Hi swati and welcome to the diary forums.
Good idea to keep busy and being with the family, it takes the stress off, that we get at the beginning of our recovery.
As NT says another good idea is to update your diary every day, it's like checking in with yourself,
One day at a time is the sure way to move forwards and upwards.
Best wishes
Suzanne xx
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