Life begins again

Hi Suzanne
335 days you are brilliant
So proud of you
Cheryl xxx

Morning Suzanne.
336 days wow just wow.
Have a lovely day.
Steve xxx

Thanks Tri, Cheryl and Steve.xx

Good morning diary,

336 days, it's Monday again and another new week starts.

No thoughts at all of gambling, keeping myself busy and feeling good.

Wishing everyone a strong and positive gambling free day

Suzanne xx

Hi Suzanne sorry not been it touch I have been working away from home.glad to be back home this week.still going strong after blib so its still just a few days of betting in 8 months.40 days gamble free tomorrow 🙂 x

Morning Suzanne.
That year is creeping up.
Very well done on 337 days.
Have a great day in work.
Steve xxx

Thanks Steve and Scotty, xx

Good morning diary,

337 days and it was great to hear from Scottyboy and that he has kept strong.

Also today the very LAST pay day loan (that was on OHs bank account) is now PAID OFF, Whoopie and HDs indeed, he does not now owe any money whatsoever for my gambling addiction, and that makes me feel sooo good. he was paying 164 a month for 12 months on this one (I took it out last April about 2 weeks before I stopped, so it was for a 1000 of which he has paid double back apart from say 20 quid, but it's gone finished now and he will be another 164 better off a month.

I can't explain how relieved I feel to have all my debts on his card now cleared. And this has only been possible through abstaining and maintaining and living on a very very very tight budget, just my long term debt now but am not going to increase my payments yet, on them, we deserve a breathing space lol.

Choice today simple abstaining and maintaining, and I really have no wish or desire to gamble, my life is going up too much now.

Running late for work but I am in such a good frame of mind today, I will make the most of it.

Wishing everyone a strong positive and happy gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Huge well done on your continued recovery the fact the pdl is now paid too must be massive for you , the one thing I hated when gambing was the pdl companies ringing every pay day it was truly awful.

Recovery meant for the last few months I didn't have to worry about pdl because I had enough money through not gambling to deal with them.

I wished wrote:

Thanks Steve and Scotty, xx

Good morning diary,

337 days and it was great to hear from Scottyboy and that he has kept strong.

Also today the very LAST pay day loan (that was on OHs bank account) is now PAID OFF, Whoopie and HDs indeed, he does not now owe any money whatsoever for my gambling addiction, and that makes me feel sooo good. he was paying 164 a month for 12 months on this one (I took it out last April about 2 weeks before I stopped, so it was for a 1000 of which he has paid double back apart from say 20 quid, but it's gone finished now and he will be another 164 better off a month.

I can't explain how relieved I feel to have all my debts on his card now cleared. And this has only been possible through abstaining and maintaining and living on a very very very tight budget, just my long term debt now but am not going to increase my payments yet, on them, we deserve a breathing space lol.

Choice today simple abstaining and maintaining, and I really have no wish or desire to gamble, my life is going up too much now.

Running late for work but I am in such a good frame of mind today, I will make the most of it.

Wishing everyone a strong positive and happy gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

Great news Suzanne

Think it shows how your hard work and commitment is paying off

high 5

Hi Suzanne, thanks for your supportive post on my diary.

Well done on your continued success, and i see that you will soon enough be clocking up a year gamble free.

Maintain that strength and you can achieve anything I say. It takes time but changes can be made can't they.

I thought of you on Saturday morning whilst I was cleaning my windows at home! Had my ladders out and everything, did the whole lot of them, even them small ones at the top of the turrets on the East wing!! Lol ;0)

Keep strong

Take care.......It's turned out nice again eh!!

Ade xx

Morning Suzanne.
338 days is amazing. You are flying to that year mark.
Have a great day.
Steve xxx

338 days of winning Suzanne. And getting your finances back on track
Keep inspiring us all my friend
Cheryl xxx

Great to hear that your continuing to reap the rewards of not gambling.

Well done to you.

Regards... S.A 🙂

Thanks all for your messages very appreciated xx

Good morning diary,

338 days today, last day in work til next Tuesday, Ohh. HDs indeed.

Son and family (from Essex) might be coming up for the weekend, it will be lovely to see them if they do, have not seen them since Xmas, it.depends on his funds and their car lol.

My choice today recovery 100% by abstaining and maintaining one day at a time, and feeling very positive and in control of my actions today NO BETS which means I will win big.

Wishing everyone a strong positive and stressfree gambling free day.

Suzanne xx

hi suzanne, i am back, oh oh wishing I had your strength and resolve to tackle this problem I have. I have struggled and relapsed badly, just feeling so bad to-day why oh why can't i let those losses go. I will have nothing if I carry on ................... feeling so low. Sorry to post on such a positive diary - Paul

Positive vibes as always! Keep strong and keep fighting !