Hi folks. Just thought I'd share a bit again. Have still been struggling to overcome this compulsive habit. Last year I won well over 10 thousand and put most of it back in and these last few months I've been putting my wages in trying to win something back. I don't feel very good about myself. I am in debt and I've not had money in so long now. Nobody to blame but myself but oh well. It's been a few days and my bank has helped me out a bit I feel very grateful. I hope I can move to a better place away from the slots. I am tired but I will keep going and I hope you all will too. Blessings.
Hi
Sorry to hear that you are still been struggling and continue to be in pain and suffering being consumed by your addiction.
Money is just the fuel for a gambling addiction.
By spending your wages in to gambling you are working for nothing and getting no rewards.
For me gambling was a form of self abuse and neglect.
Blaming is not the answer.
By going to in to the recovery program and puttting effort in to that you will understand how vulnerable you are.Â
I hope that you go in to recovery and find amuch healthier life.
Please keep communicating how you are.
Healing love and peace.
Dave L
AKA Dave of Beckenham
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