My Diary of Shame

Hi ODAAT,

Firstly welcome to the forum (sorry if i welcomed ya before already, memory is not one of my strong points lol).
Anyhoo, this is the place called heaven 🙂 and all the souls around ya are angels. (Well..in my eyes anyway). Not gonna get my Bible out and start preaching lol but yea, you get my drift how much respect i have for this site.

thank you for your supportive post, and will sure keep up the fight against this evil. One nasty evil i must say. You can trot along nice & easy and then it just comes and hits you like a storm. Out of nowhere. Only saying that keeping guard up at any given time is essential. Addiction has many sneaky ways to find gaps in recovery.
i guess you know it all by now lol..and as i said I'm not here to preach 🙂

Keep up the fight and belief going. If needed in the hour of despair even chop ur card up. (I've done so today...hell...first for everything i guess lol). Keep up the spirits and determination. You sound like really strong person with head firmly on your shoulders, don't swap it for the cabbage.

Day at a time
Take care

Sandra xx

Ps. Seen you're on about starting new "funny tread"..heh..just go for it, many people would find it useful i believe..plus recovery is not for crying and staying in a dark place. There is that light, place and time for a good banter and laugh...Before you get your head back to the grinder lol..joy of joys 😉
Later

Ha June (i seen you being called like that so just joining the gang...i'm sure you don't mind..nahhh...why would you ;- do) lol..or do you?

Thanks for the post and yes, i am seeing medical advice down page 2 on this site lol and we have very strong athlete in these ranks so thought worth asking the question (bonkers i am lol).
As of the park run....ummmm..ummm..ok..how many miles would that be? Or is it more less walk in a park? (Lol sorry..no offence was intended..just thought of Ades knees..bless him)

Ok..off to see the doc SA 🙂

Stay safe and yep positivity is good stuff when you feel it 🙂

Take care
S xx

Ha! Honorary Cockney eh? Londinium scares me a bit (in an excited kind of way) but I am not too far away and like you, am out west a bit. You're probably live in my street and we're both oblivious, lol!

I know it's wicked, but I read your description of your old ma about half an hour ago and I'm still laughing, you are funny 'like a witch without the broomstick!' hahaha - and agree with you and Sandra, we need a funny thread 'cos peeps will get the wrong end of the stick like Ade earlier.

Nighty night June.

x

Morning my little chavette !

I see that Halloween is a big day for someone this year!! Spooooooky day to get hitched eh!!

It's actually my daughters birthday on that day.......she's gonna be 13!!!! My lucky number!! Whooooooo.......;0)

Have a good day

Ade xxx

Hi ODAAT, (June)

Loved reading the banter between you 3 this morning, you have put another big smile on myface lol.

Great to see you staying strong and MAD,

Suzanne xx

Hi JUNE lol,

Nothing wrong with a bit of banter between friends lol, hell was sailing on a vessel with Klamm yesterday, soo glad Sandra hopped aboard and stayed on til dry land lol.

I really feel I have turned another corner now, I am making clear decisions about what I,WANT to do and not what everyone around

Me wants me to do, And it feels good to be able to say NO to anything that I don't want to do.

Suzanne xxx

Hi Juuune 🙂

Was just about to come along to check on you ms joker (since i noticed there is no new "funny tread " organised yet lol) so thought i shall politely and gentle push you to do the deed lol lol and here you are, on my tread talking about boxes 😉 and sharing your ongoing support for me ..thank you 🙂
Yes...bank card cut up...ummm..not such a wise decision cause couldn't do My weekly shopping today lol, so had to go with bread and water (happy days). .but on a good note, got my new credit card through today...i guess i should chop It up too cause last time i used it was nearly 2yrs ago and it all went to...ummmm...."mr gamble"..while I'm chopping things over here lol i might as well cut up my driving licence ready to send bk to honourable DVLA since it's expires soon and needs replacing. So on a good note - please pass us any cards which needs chopping lol cause machine here is on a roll!!! 😉
Yep..my little Golf won't save me I'm afraid. And don't wonna any backache since i would need to get into ...ya know, how it's called lol (back in mums womb position). Ok..showing my English here lol..i have no scooby doo what you are all talking about in Your "chavie" Dialogue but guess it's London way. Still, makes me chuckle cause get few words here and there and fill up the rest gaps with my own thoughts lol..makes the whole new context i suppose 😀 keeps me chuckling so not complaining lol.
Sooo June, you sound like you're in your 90s saying you haven't have fun in your adult life...am i close? Lol 😉

Keep on running (walking ) in that park ready for a little marathon some time soon..maybe for your 100th bday!!!!??

My sense of humour is European so you have all rights to come round and beat the s**t outta me if i have insulated ya...Me just no English 😉 and nothing i said was intended to cause you any harm or worse..Anger..this is a happy and slightly coo coo place lol

Later and keep up good work.!!!!!

Sandra xx

Hey, thanx for the post

Ha..i do have to keep filling those gaps and yea, please take it as a compliment...even if you're slagging me off there lol lol.
Soo... Sie joggen am Freitag? Cause... voy a trabajar en ese dГ­a 🙁

but nevermind.... as tai galiu sestadieni!!! 🙂

Ha ha..check this out my own "Chav" dialogue 🙂

Good to see you having a laugh on here girl. As you perfectly put it down yesterday (or today? ..short memory i told ya lol)..recovery is not for keep beating ourselves down..i guess we already did plenty of that. More space for laughs, jokes and good time for your soul is more than welcome in recovery 🙂

Now...since you're not "beating the daily light out of me" (hallelujah i won't get edited for once! Lol )....what about that new tread? (thread lol)...no pressure but i have a brave face on now while keep safe in my little golf lol

Keep up good work and i have no clue how long you've been "clean" ..how many centuries that is? ...since you been on this Earth for ooohhhhhhhh soooooo long 🙂
Actually re you mentioning your hands, mine looks a lot older also. Maybe just the way we age 🙂 cannot have it all in "perfect" form.

Keep at it ODAAT ...woteva ya do is defo working!!! Right here in your corner duck!!! (Lincs saying lol)

Sxxx

Doh!! Lol..you only mentioned weekend and no particular day so how do i know which one out of three it is? 🙂

God this is fun but hey darling, gotta sign out for another century lol since i am S***e at expressing myself (not on here with my 3 languages going 🙂 )

Stay safe sound, happy, determined and most important - believe in yourself. Every day counts! And you're worth it ...plus, keep laughing -does help the soul in buckets 🙂

Over and out
Hugs my London friend

S xx

Evening treacle!

Can't keep up with all these posts going on!!!

Might be a bit brass monkeys then when you tie the not in October girl!!!

Thought you might have gone for a summer wedding, you know, maybe you could have had it in Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnne!! ;0)

Sleep tight

Ade x

Hi ODAAT
Thanks for your post on my diary and your wonderful words. Thanks for support and well done on 188 days
Take care
Cheryl xxx

Good morning Juuuuuunnnnneeee (sos could not resist lol).

Hope you are feeling as positive as me today, it's another good gamble free day for us, as long as we keep our guard up even when we don't think we need to.

I though too that you would have your wedding in Juuuunnnneeee when reasonably warm lol,,that comment made me chuckle aloud, little Yorkie looked at me gone out thanks for keep making me smile/laugh

Suuuuzzzzaaaannneee xxxxxx

#lovingthis

Aha!!! Ms Juuunneeeee is becoming a little inspector Morse lol lol

Awwee, thanx girl for the explanation on Em's tread (thread) and i guess we both got our heads screwed up in all that. But as we untangled all this, we can carry on in high fashion again lol

So high five ms Universe (just the time u been on this Earth plus you being so famous on that TV lol)..keep up the good work, keep smiling and Reaching your goals......anddddd...ummmmm...
Nice & calm question : where is that f* (lol) new corner of jokes? Or do you want me to start it on your honourable name of Juuunneeeee 😉 ha...no pressure

Later

S xx