My Diary - Restarted Fri 10 Sep 2010

Hi Blocked,

Cold enough for you?

I have my fingers crossed you are sorting stuff out and that's why you're not posting.

Speak soon matey 🙂

Smokey.

Hi Blocked

You're making it look like I have an unhealthy obsession lol

Speak soon.

Smokey

Hi Blocked.

I hope you are doing ok and that you are keeping your head above the water.

Let us know mate.

Hi Blocked,

I can't sleep and you popped into my head. I hope you are getting everything clear in your head and that's why you're not posting.

Come back to is soon buddy.

Take care,

Smokey

Hi Blockedout,

I'm so sorry to hear you are having such an awful time. I do hope you are surviving.

Keep posting even if you are still gambling, it will help on some level I think.

Take care,

f x

Hi Blocked.

You have always been so generous with your support despite your own hardships. It should come as no surprise to you therefore that so many people care about you and are therefore worried.

Let us know you are ok Blocked?

Hi Blockedout,

hope you are safe.

Please post soon, even if its just to say "I'm safe"

Take care,

f x

Hi Blocked.

I just wanted to wish you all the best for the xmas period.

You are in my thoughts mate.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Curly.

Hi Blocked.

Happy new year mate. I'm hoping to put 2010 firmly behind me and to move forward positively into 2011.

Let us know you are ok Blocked?

Thinking of you Blocked xx

Its been a while , had some time on my hands and came here. Have read through all the replies of support. thank you to all for this.

Life moves on. We finally lost the house, or should I say we are going for a forced re-possesion. Trying to get things back on track with my wife. Thats a whole other story but so closly tied in with the gambling. Much has gone with very little left. End of this month I need to find somthing else to do as im also in the process of selling my buisness or what is left of it.

Gambling cost me almost everything, I had a chance a year ago or more but didnt take it. In some ways the stress is now less as I dont really care about chasing creditors anymore and dont really care when they chase me.

We have moved into a rented house , its actually a really nice property. Poverty becons though and Im worried over that as I need to be able to get out of the country and back again for my son. More maybe later but wanted to say thanks again to all of you who took the time to check up on me.

I really wish you all well. Blocked.

hi blocked just read some of your diary past few mths.... i dont really know what too say... but why do u think your wife was having an affair??/ was it because you didnt pay her enough attention... sitting on the casions till all hours gambling your money away??/ we females like the attention our partners give us... im myself are a cg.. i do it in secret... when he goes too bed well i did... i hate reading diaries which r full of ups and downs ups and downs start stop.. etc... hey babe only u as a cg will know what too do with your gambling you need too close your online accounts etc change your card too a cashpoint card only!!!! so u cant deposit online... get a bet filter... sorry too be harsh but maybe u just need a kick up the backside you have lost everything too this disease id hate you too lose all your loved ones also sorry shell :)O

Hi Blocked.

I'm just glad you are ok mate.

It is clear that gambling has taken so much from you but that is not to say that you cannot rebuild your life.

Keep fighting Blocked.

Aw thanks for posting Blocked, been worried about you love.

things sound really hard for you just now, but Im glad you are trying to sort things out with the wife. In a way you had your own mistress (the gambling). A lot of people say it feels similar to being cheated on.

I will be thinking of you. Stay strong, this will all pass.

f x

Hi Blocked

Its been a while again m8.So just checking in on you.I hope you have settled down in your new place and i just wanted to let you know the same happened to me kid.I felt a big pressure had been lifted after my house had been taken off me i could no longer be threatened by creditors.I too live in a council house these days.I did before and i do again and its great m8.I hope you have sorted things out with the missus m8.Realistically that is all that matters even if you have to live in a tent.

Sometimes its better to start again from scratch.Everyday gets better.Build your empire up again m8.All the best Jeff.PS as always doesnt Fredas post make a lot of sense.