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scottyboy
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Hi flagg age is only a number although I do think winter is for nites in wae big curries to eat,working out is for jan lol no betting is forever 🙂 keep up the good work ma man.

Scottyboy

 
Posted : 6th December 2012 10:28 pm
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Morning,

Day 243 - In a way today marks the beginning of Xmas for me. Finish work today and I cannot think of many evenings from here on in where there isn't something going on.

I guess this time last year I would have avoided some of these evenings, making excuses, and losing even more money I had not got. This year is very different, the finances are not brilliant but they are under control and I know this year will be much happier because I am not avoiding nights out, I am not constantly looking for my next betting opportunity.

Hope everyone has a great weekend, staying bet free will play a huge part in that.

Day 243 - Friday already!

 
Posted : 7th December 2012 10:09 am
duncan.mac
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Flagg

fella i know there is lot of us who are experiencing our first gamble free xmas,yes i agree money is tight,but without doubt my friend since embarking on this amazing journey we did gift ourselves a 100% payrise.

Enjoy it i know i do and the honesty that comes hand in hand with abstinence,priceless!!!!

Duncs stepping forward never back

 
Posted : 7th December 2012 11:29 am
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Good Afternoon,

Day 244 - Have not had a minute until now. Played football this morning. I had convinced myself with the weather this week it would be called off and wasn't really up for it. Well I must say I should try that mentality more often not sure I have ever scored 4 in a game lol!

Off out in a minute for the evening that will take me to the end of another day bet free and close to another week. Not gambling is now feeling like normal practice and I never envisaged saying that in my life.

Day 244 - Good Day!!

 
Posted : 8th December 2012 6:17 pm
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Hi Flagg,

WOW.......Look at you 4 goals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Womble is suitably impressed........Off to practice my Karate now...Hiya whap woo

Enjoy your evening.......Don't forget the check slippers buddie!

Sue x

 
Posted : 8th December 2012 6:30 pm
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Good Morning,

Day 245 - By my calculations that is 35 weeks without staking a single penny on anything. Apart from a pretty severe low early on the time spent not gambling has been amazing and I continue to pick up small things all the time which have improved since I stopped. Even when I was feeling low it owed more to the fact I was self loathing rather than craving gambling.

I do believe I will reach that 12 months (the day I get back from Barcelona) and then I will need to do a manual reset and find something else to focus on. I thrive on future plans, I need things to look forward to otherwise I can get lower than low. Right now there is a great deal to look forward to and one day at a time my journey progresses positively.

Have a Good Sunday all,

Day 245 - 8 Months!!

 
Posted : 9th December 2012 12:31 pm
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Hi Flagg

I'm so glad you're keeping on the path you've chosen and seem to be thoroughly enjoying being on that path- long may it continue!

Irene

x

 
Posted : 9th December 2012 10:03 pm
David
(@d122010)
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35 weeks get in. Very well done. I'm now watching Barcelona, you to probably. I think messi can get the goal scoring record tonight. I think he needs 2 goals. Come on messi.

 
Posted : 9th December 2012 10:08 pm
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Morning Diary,

Day 246 - Really starting to countdown now to Xmas. Feeling pretty festive and this work thing is just a burden at this time of year.

3 weeks left on the 2012 thread and so many people still going strong. A truly inspirational effort so far from all.

Still not posting much at the moment but I know it's just temporary and I will be back to my usual waffle in due course.

Have a good week all,

Day 246 - Work is a burden!

 
Posted : 10th December 2012 9:54 am
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Hi Gramps!

Hey...you and me are the best wafflers on here!

It will come back....just go at your own pace....we are all here for each other no matter how often we post!

Loved your comment about gramps and angels without bras!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Keep counting them days Flagg!

Sue x

 
Posted : 10th December 2012 7:31 pm
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Hi Diary,

Day 247 - Fine and dandy in my world today. No complaints and no gambling.

Day 247 - 2 weeks today Xmas dinner!

 
Posted : 11th December 2012 6:44 pm
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Hi Flagg,

I hope u have my limo sorted out now ready 4 delivery Christmas Eve 🙂

It's gr8 2 read that u r still doing brilliant, I think u deserve 2 treat urself.... Maybe u can replace ur check slippers with some flash fluffy boot ones lol 🙂

Neway, felt that I had 2 throw in a few jokes 2nite.. I hope u don't mind!

Speak soon xx

 
Posted : 11th December 2012 9:19 pm
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Hello hello to you my friend.

All things fine and dandy with you, music to my ears.

Although i dont post as much I always read and i always smile when i see you day count getting higher and higher.

Im so looking forward to our next few check ins it will be christmas then which Im so excited about, last year was so so bad for me and my family and i hope this year we can smile and laugh a bit more.

May is great for me, no major commitments next year yet apart from skiing perhaps in april yayyy now thats a post all on its own.

Take care fluffly slipper man

Blondie x

 
Posted : 11th December 2012 11:58 pm
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Afternoon,

Day 248 - Again not a great deal to say today. Uneventful is good after spending so long chasing my tail. I feel very much in control right now and my only enemy would be complacency. I have guarded against that for a while now and don't envisage taking my eye off the prize but I come here each day just to make sure.

Day 248 - Control!

 
Posted : 12th December 2012 4:38 pm
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Hi Mr Flagg

A great big "well done" on your gamble free days.

Keep hold of the control you've strived so hard to gain.

Take care

Irene

x

 
Posted : 12th December 2012 11:58 pm
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