Hey flagg . Those low days come and go as we know. I hope things lift for you soon . Maybe its the body just switching off a little in the count down to some time off. What ever it is it will pass. Chin up . Take care blondie x
Hi Diary,
Day 255 - My low feeling seems to have past. It was temporary but I fear recurring over the next few weeks. If I am 100% honest it's purely financial. It's my own stupid fault the xmas period is going to be tough so I shouldn't really be down. Using it as a reminder of why it's going to be tough not wondering how I can "improve" the situation.
Off out in a short while for my brother's birthday quite a few of the family going which is nice and pretty rare so looking forward to it. Final GA of 2012 tomorrow then plenty going on the weekend. Certainly no reason to feel low!!
Day 255 - Much better!
Hi Flagg,
It is gr8 2 read u r feeling better!
U r doing gr8 and u give a lot of ppl hope!
Have a gr8 nite with ur family!
Flagg
fella just for today you without doubt bettered your tomorrow. For that my friend be very proud, today you may feel the financial weight of xmas, i do myself
threads in place, resolve and abstinence in tact.
We are richer beyond any win through gambling.
2013 a year of more celebrations.
Forward never back
Duncs compulsive gambler no bet today
hi flagg
glad to hear you feeling better mate we do have those bad days from time to time the thing is how we get through them and you can take the credit for quite a few of us getting to where we are with your threads.
and remember you done shopping and ready for Xmas so enjoy it done give gambling the chance to wreck it
have good evening
Carl
Morning,
Day 256 - Good night last night brother got a year older and is catching me up 🙂 well until September at least. Really on wind down for Xmas work is pretty quiet now after a couple of busier days. Get paid tomorrow and will finish the shopping. Not much left to get thankfully and I am able to reflect on last year where it was all rushed and done through gritted teeth.
Keep harping on about 2013 being a special year but today I look forward to the end of 2012 lots of time spent with people closest. I will be keeping my demon closer than ever this is my way of staving him off and it continues to work. I don't get beaten because my guard is always up.
Day 256 - Watching the Demon!
Hi Flagg
Its been a while since we lat chatted.
Just wanted to say congrats on your 256 days.
Hi Flagg,
Think what you are feeling is just "normal life"!
Know what?........Not done any xmas shopping yet.....geez best get myself in gear!
Was a bit gutted to read gamcare are not going to support our night....oh well hopefully it will still happen, im totally up for it.
Sue x
Hi Flagg,
I wrote a long post out 2 u last nite and it appears that only a little part of it posted 🙁
Who needs GC Sue, when we have super Flagg with his zimmer and check slippers 🙂
I also hope the meet still goes ahead... It would be gr8 2 meet ppl that have helped me on this journey and thank them in person 🙂
I hope 2 catch up with u soon xx
Hey Flagg,
Glad to hear you had a good night out and the wind down to christmas is well and truly underway.
Hope the xmas shopping goes ok tomorrow be carefull for those crazed people with shopping trollys who mow everything and everyone down in site lol.
Take care
Blondie x
Good evening Mr f
Thanks so much for your continued support. I really appreciate it- helps immensely.
Irene
x
Good Evening,
Day 257 - Been a super busy day so a late post but everything fine and all pretty much set now for Xmas. Few hours at work Monday morning then off until 2nd Jan looking forward to the mini break.
More tomorrow from me!
Day 257 - Busy!
Hi Flagg,
Just a quick check in on your diary to say I admire you for your strength and perseverence. If I do not get a chance to repost until after the holidays I just wanted to wish you and those you love a very merry xmas!!!! -joanxx
Hi Diary,
Day 258 - Really have not been posting a great deal lately. I post each day on my own diary to keep myself feeling at ease but my posts to others have been so sporadic I almost feel I should apologise.
The countdown to Xmas continues and once it's over I will be as active on here as ever. Been spending a lot of money and I am pretty panicked by how long January will feel but despite all that I haven't even considered gambling. Recovery is about progress and I continue to progress day by day.
Day 258 - Still Busy!!
Yo, yo . Yo
Or should Ho, Ho ,Ho,
Just popped in to wish you a merry Xmas . Put a couple of double deckers or rather Dusty did , under your tree.
Should they not be there Christmas morning , you've either got mice or Santa has the same taste in chocolate you have .
Have a good one , as for the posting go with the flow .
No pressure , is good pressure
Shiny xxxxxxxxxxxx
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