Hi everyone , I am new here , and decided to share my story with you. Want to apologise for my english because it not my first language. Anyway where should I start... First time I gambled it was around 4years ago . It started with 20ВЈ and every time the best was getting bigger and bigger .
This addiction almost put me on the street , even now I am in debt with my rent for two months and own few hundred ВЈ to people around me . I feel so broken... hate myself every time I gamble I waisted loads of money and time on this addiction... Just don't know how to stop ...
I get paid weakly... and I am ok during a weak because I don't really have money to gamble... but then Friday comes and its pay d as... and I like zombie go to take out cash from cash point and ending up in arcade ...
I have no one to trust with my money . I lost my friends and relationship because of it... don't know what to do ...sometimes feeling like I am waist of space keep letting down myself and lying to people around me...
Today its 1st day of my recovery gambled all my wages yesterday .. didn't even paid my rent... hope I find strength to stop this addiction ...
Evening Agnieskaaa,
Welcome to the site, you have come to the best place for help, advice and support, I've been here for a few years now on and off, the first thing I would say is you can only truly stop when your ready to, when you see and under stand you can never win, you may have more money than you started with a some point but you will always put it back, the only way to win is where you are now. Don't think you can just have a few £, it will be hard for the first few weeks until you get back on top of your rent, because the urge to just try and get a quick fix on the next payday will just put you back another week in your recovery,
I look forward to following your recovery and wish you all the best stay strong no one is waste of space, self pity only makes you feel worse, be happy your day one is nearly over.
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