No more lies or secrets

Oh and oldham am sure you don't need makeup lol as for me well if I stuck my pic on front door with no makeup it would scare burglars away lol

Glad it went well Merc I knew you do fine. It's quiet invigorating giving a therapy I did a full one last week after a while if just touching the surface m, helps to get it all out.

How many was there tonight? And was just only women I know men can go but women are preferred, I'm not asking because I want to come just intrigued lol.

I'm sure that picture on the door would have them f******G to the door but I'm sure your oh would keep them at bay.

Hi merc, you seem to be doing just great. Well done on 20 days nearly at 3 weeks :-). Take care and stay strong x

Hey merc....great to here you going along well x

Thanks tilly oldham and loxxie. Well 20 days gf and have spent a lovely day with my daughter today and not thought about gambling which is a good thing. Got a busy day again tomorrow of washing and continuing with my spring clean of the house also engineer coming to check boiler. Hope everyone is well and just for today i will not gamble ☺

3 whole weeks gamble free 🙂 never thought I would be saying that especially having been paid on Monday. I will not let this evil cruel soul destroying illness beat me. Feeling really positive today and just for today I will not gamble.

Keep up the good work my love; we can beat this odius addiction. The path of recovery may be long but if we're walking with friends it will never be lonely - happy to be walking with you xx

Hey merc...so glad it's all good with you....well done xx

Thankyou annie and loxxie xx not been on for a few days as my daughter is having major issues with her neighbours which all kicked off last name night with them threatening her. There horrible but hopefully all getting sorted. Have enjoyed my week off work and have also now decided to give up alcohol for good. I just don't see the point in it anymore. Today is day 25 gf and have not thought about gambling past few days. Back to my Ga meeting tomorrow now night and just for today I will not gamble.

Good to hear your good Merc the alcohol is just a bit to far for me done drink a lot not had one for a couple of weeks but I am just about to make up for that.

25 days and counting, well done merc. Hopefully your daughter will get things sorted out; there's nothing worse than having problems with your neighbours.

As for the alcohol, the jury is out for me. Although I did post on barrows diary last night when I was a bit worse for wear - never a good idea! Take care my love xxx

Hey merc...hope things are soon sorted for your daughter...the drink....well good on you girl if you feel you want to cut back...but don't expect to much of yourself love....was thinking ...wouldn't it be great if me you and Annie could meet up some time...I expect we are miles apart...I'm in Devon x

Thanks Annie and loxxie xx I'm in Manchester loxxie your so lucky living in Devon, I have never been. It would be lovely to meet up with you and annie xxx are you on fb? Would be nice to chat on there x well it will be four weeks gf tomorrow which is a huge step for me and survived payday as well. All bills paid food in cupboards and bought myself some treats and still have money left. Unfortunately missed my Ga meeting last night but did let them no and will definitely be there next week as was really poorly bloody women's problems so off to doctors today as have never been in this much pain where it's making me physically shake, feeling nauseous and cry. Sick of taking painkillers they just make me feel awful. Back to work tonight which I'm ready for but only in 3 weeks and another week off as need to use up my holidays before April. Will do some overtime this month so can try and get straight with bills, will be so nice to be in front instead of behind all the time. Enough waffling and just for today I will not gamble.

Hey merc...sorry to hear you have "girlie problems'...hope it's sorted for you soon...yes Devon is lovely...me you and Annie should plan a night somewhere in middle of all homes so we can meet up...something we could aim for as well....yes I'm on face book...I did join the group deano said about...but I think I blocked it somehow !. ..isn't it a lovely feeling to be back in the real world.....

HI merc, thanks for posting on my diary. Yes. Lox we must get something arranged!

Merc you are doing really well with recovery now you must get your health sorted. *whispers* mirena coil what you need!!

Take care my love xx