Today, I relapsed on day 5. I had halfed my debt, then doubled it within an hour. I realised I cant do this on my own, and as much as I didnt want to, I have confided in my partner, something needs to change, the hole I’m in just keeps getting deeper and I’m finding it harder and harder to see a way out.Â
Tomorrow is Day 1 again.Â
Good luck mateÂ
I relapsed after three months clean. Blew through my savings as if they didn't matter. Next time I decided I cannot trust myself to do the right thing, so I'll be handing my dad what I have and that will be that. It's really sickening what this is doing and has done to me. My brains locked into the urge at times and sense hasn't kicked in yet. Depressed is an understatement. I hope you'll be OK.Â
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