Whaaaaaat? Thanks to my wanting to see what Sandra wrote, I see you posted in Feb.... a sign your ticker is still working so that's good but we are still worried about you.
Hope you are well my friend, slowly but surely spring will come and it will be true bbq weather although I am sure you have had that grill cranked up a few times recently.
Take care
Paulds
Hey girl 🙂
Now then, surely weather is picking up ur end. I know it's hard to resist to fire that bbq of urs, but cmon girl, some tunes goes with it just perfect 😉
On a more serious note, hope all is good with you, you keeping safe and peaceful. Dropping a line wouldn't hurt....hmmmm,, I've got patience :-))) stay strong and cool
Take care
Sandra x
Just bumping you up as I really miss your humour - selfish or what.
Think of you often and wonder how life is treating you these days. Be great to know if all good and please can we help if it is not so good. Know you mentioned using other sites as well but a flyby would do.
xxx
Hope all is good with ya all. Trying to keep my nose clean and by no means perfect at it of course, just getting better as I go. Cheers
Hi Soul,
Listened to Eminem and Rhianna sing about the monster under the bed and thought about you. So glad to read that you are doing well! -joanxxx
Thanks for dropping by and you are ok. Still miss your u tube funnies.
xxx
Hai soul,
Good to see you touching the base girl...must b right moment to see your original post the other day 🙂
Something is up with gamcare and posting links these days...hmmm..maybe I hav posted too much of rude stuff!!! So they hav banned it lol lol.
Anyway, miss you as always, have a good weekend 😉
(((((S)))))
x
Hey soul...watch out this tank a**e landing on ur diary lol
Whoop whoop girl such a great feeling to hear from you 🙂
Hav to admit had to get my USA dictionary out lol lol. I'm a bit thick ya know, languages and all that lol..sometimes struggle to translate my own thoughts lol..
anyway, good to see you sound and well. Fire that bbq girl!! Get the whole neighbourhood to smell the art of your cooking 🙂
Beautiful day here too, working as crazy but hey, still get time for my usual runs blah blah lol..saying that to kick start my day I usually need 7 cups of Joe lol..d**n..who needs f*****g food lol..I think cause I sleep about 3 hrs average a night so this little friend caffeine is like wire in my system lol..better don't snap lol
jeez..sorry gone off the track here lol..I'm good girl, still kicking, usual b******s wiv my moods, don't think I will ever get used t this roller coaster...but hey ho hey ho..all is good..happy days just for today lol
talking S***e sorry, too much coffe lol, but better than too much spinning reels in frony of me!!
Hey, hav that cold one for me too girl, f*****g 13 hr shift is a long wait till my well deserved cold one lol lol
Stay safe and thank you so much for dropping by ;-)))
Be good, sane and keep laughing out loud!!!!
Sxx
spk later..(no pressure lol)
13 hour shift!!!! Hell that is a long day. Could do the 10 hour ones this summer and still debating that one. Guess when i have a 3 day weekend I'm casino bound due to boredom so kinda leaning at not. LOL just finished up the house cleaning and got that lawn mowed. Ribs are on the agenda for later with a few cold ones of course. Just got net flicks since I'm to cheap to dole out for cable. LOL hell less than $10 a month and a good variety of movies and tv shows. The tv show breaking bad was pretty good and now watching weeds which is pretty good too. No commercials which makes it all the better of course. LOL so yeah been passing time with the druggy shows that get addicting to watch. Guess It's better than feeding into the gambling addiction. LOL haven't been the best at beating that one down lately and if there's a will I find away banned or not. LOL kinda scared to test them waters again so trying to kick down them thoughts. Thing is there's slot machines at gas stations that don't ban but they don't pay out either, Lol kinda a waste of time even trying but been known to do it in the past. Guess there's always something ya can find to gamble on if wanting to.
Can relate to that 3 hour sleep thing too. Working 3rd shift makes it hard to get any decent sleep in. The dog across the street makes sure I don't get much more than 4 hours in daily. LOL hell that and having a bad rotary cuff that needs surgery, sleep is always at a minimum for me and yeah caffeine must run threw these veins. LOL
Hope that time at work goes quick for ya. Off to feed my weed addiction. Well the tv show weeds anyway. LOL yeah haven't acquired the need for the real stuff yet. LOL take care.
LOL LOL my girl. f****n hell u sure u didn't start ur cold ones yet?? lol. I wish it was 13hr day shifts lol lol..it's bloody nights!! Ha, I'm sure I've got a bird nest just outside my window and they all singing along "good morning" to me at 7am lol lol...well such is nature lol, I do get up to sing along too lol...stuff the sleep..will get plenty of that when my turn comes to go.
Keep the fight going girl, do not give in to devil thoughts! Some addiction tv is good stuff lol...something to learn from 🙂
OK,, duties calling lol..some more coffee on a way..god will I ever get some sleep. 3rd night os surely a killer..b******s lol (sorry)..at least keeps my mind occupied - no more gambling in my thoughts.
Stay well my over seas friend!!
Hai soul :-)))
d**n girl, nightmare finally over lol. 4hrs sleep in, 3 cups of Joe in and carrying walking in a daze for today lol. You are dead right, I do feel like a bat sometimes lol. Bloody hell I still don't know how my brains are functioning over night, esp when I hav about 30 ppl shouting/asking/moaning/gossiping in my ear at once lol lol. I just nod sometimes lol, and wonder wot did he/she wanted afterwards lol. Sometimes it's like rally racing, can't keep up with my own thoughts. And then u get a*s of a top manager trying to put all the weight on your shoulders. I do snap sometimes, ya know, I'm no donkey pulling the weight... Tough s**t sometimes, but hey, still earning money lol. No f*****g spins are gonna take it away from me lol..
... at least sun is shining and just maybe hav proper food inside me lol. I'm surprised I'm not size zero lol, god d**n lol,, still surprize myself how I can hav my first bite at 9pm until another evening.....I do need a new job lol.
Hey girl, hope your boy will feel better soon. Get him his trainers, sometimes little things makes big difference. (Just for the record - you will not find them in a casino, so b a good girl and pull this s**t together) I hope the new place he is going to will be better and he will get more care, at least to make sure he takes his medication.. believe me or not, Spring and warming weather can affect us in many different ways. Some ppl go a bit down hill, the others just get into positive mindset. But at the end of the day, it eventually settles and we do feel better...until next s... storm.. lol. I'm pretty sure you and your boy will pull through all the struggles, life is for living girl, even if it's like hell some days.
Well, I do hope you have a good shift tonight, try to get some sleep before go in (or just hide and sleep there at night lol), f*****g hell we do get characters like that lol lol until I notice and barge in with with my drums and trumpets lol lol..no messing around lol.
Try and sneak your garbage to your neighbours yard lol. If something just say "It wasn't me!!" Lol lol
Ok, leaving your tread now lol, good to speak to ya, keep it up soul, I know you can do it, keep believing, firing that bbq, having ur cold ones, sleeeeeping lol lol,and watching the druggie programs. Anything what helps to stay away from those stinking casinos (well, I'm sure the radar would pick u up again lol ), but just know - good things comes in time. Take it easy 😉
Will have a cold one for you my friend later (I think that's all I will need after this entertaining weekend lol lol)
Don't work too hard, and speak later
Sh-it girl, sleep sucks. LOL hell maybe got in a hour before i was off to work and yeah up that 24 hours plus. Guess It's the usual for Monday's around here. LOL hell work at a fairly good size high school here on maintenance. Mainly means cleaning but entails lights, plugged toilets and yeah had about your basic toilet paper roll of the stuff waded and stuffed in one tonight. LOL and yup believe you me there's been worse things found in em. Lol guess we fix what we can and pass on the rest anyways.
Talked to me boy yesterday and he wants them shoes like now. LOL yeah right and something you'll be earning by means of the nest unit. He figures a month or two and he'll be the next step up, and yeah they ain't flying your way till it happens. LOL
Yeah in no need of radar detectors picking me up. LOL and costly ones too none the less. Yeah guess the damages done are bearable so what better time to walk away. Sure don't plan on dropping the ban anyway.
Well hope ya get some good sleep in today cause 3 hours suuuucks. LOL gonna have me another beer or 2 and hoping lights out for me.
Take care
Heh heh heh girl, no s-hit lol you are a keeper lol lol, hey I had one extra cold one for you last night and guess what lol lol..d**n - passed out lol.yep, 7 hrs in and woke up at 5am thinking w*f lol..is it day or night lol.
Working in a school is good stuff. Never was a fan of schools lol (I wonder why lol lol). I work for a food manufacturing company..yep girl happy days in a factory lol lol. d**n I've got to know a lot of interesting people I've got to say, variety is wonderful. Maybe that's why I've got into those spinning reels lol ..yep looking for a f****n excuses here lol. No word of a lie girl do feel like working in a bingo hall sometimes lol lol seen all sort of caps they wear, colours of the rainbow lol
Hey girl, you make sure those trainers getting on a shopping list. d**n if that is gonna encourage him to stay on a straight and narrow - give it a shot girl. (Don't forget to line up few conditions alongside lol)..I'm sure u will :-))
As of a radar, well girl I hope even satelite won't b able to pick u up lol. Keep ur nose clean girl, we all well know whot outcome this nasty habit gives.
Hell yea, crawling to a year g free myself, feel like on a different planet really lol..d**n may long it continue.at first it felt like prison sentence, but hey, time heals a lot lol. Freedom is mine, of course just for today.
Stay safe, sane and keep working on ur sleep lol.. I wonder if you get a blackouts now and again? I do!! Every 5 months I get a goooood sleep lol lol..that's about 16hrs lol
Enjoy your cold one!!!!!!
Later
Hey again soulful soldier :-))
God d**n lol lol u made me laugh saying I'm playing wiv food lol. Trust me if I happen to touch it I prob be well of my way from that place lol. I do watch others making sure they follow the book lol and trust me it's not much fun lol. Same as you I couldn't stand in one place, I would either loose my marbles or just fall asleep lol. I do get to sit on my a...e most of the time. Ya know all the emails, paperwork I'm being thrown at takes some time to complete. Not sure what's better, to do marathon running around the departments or sit in front of the screen half of nite. Found balance there lol - do both haha. At the endgof the day my duties include feeding the nation in a safe way lol. Do not want to poison anyone,...customer is the main priority. .it did affected myself - I can't look at food anymore lol...hmmm all making sense now lol.
Anyway, d**n girl you better drag yourself to specialist to look at that shoulder. I hate to think how painful it is. Painkillers works just for a time being (of course mixture wiv cold ones might drag the effect lol) but seriously, you might be offered sort of physiotherapy or so. Even applying gel can work more than painkillers.
You keep doing what is right for you my friend regarding ur boy. Surely he will get more common sense in himself, nothing comes easy and sometimes you have to put some effort in achieving the results you are aiming for.
Well, another 13hrs lined up for me lol lol..happy days, but hey, it keeps my nose clean, my mind occupied and those pennies dropping in my pocket lol. Better go get myself prepared for a bunch of lovely faces sucking my last blood and stepping on my already sensitive nervs lol. (Ohh I like that lol lol..wisest way to express how I feel lol)
Stay safe soul, look after that shoulder ok, health is something really important in this life. Not if I've got much of it left lol.
Stay away from trouble and try to get proper sleep lol..and I mean PROPER lol lol
Later girl 🙂
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