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big bessie
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Day 133 brought no dramas. I will not gamble today

 
Posted : 2nd May 2012 10:50 pm
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Really well done bessie on reaching day 134 ur second last post shows how far you have come in ur recovery a day at a time.

 
Posted : 3rd May 2012 7:43 am
big bessie
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Thanks. Yes I have come a long way in these 135 days. A lot of changes, all for the better. I know every day will present that same challenge of not gambling. It is important that I do not become complacent thinking that I could control my betting again. This fight is for life. Day 135 I will not gamble today.

 
Posted : 4th May 2012 6:05 pm
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Another weekend passes with no gambling. No urges either. DAY 139 I WILL NOT GAMBLE TODAY.

 
Posted : 8th May 2012 4:25 pm
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Just overheard two lads talking at work about how one result had stopped him winning £800 at the weekend on the football. I couldn't help but smile. How many times had that been me, saying if only this, if only that. No gambling thoughts or urges this week. Looking forward to the weekend now. Day 141 I will not gamble today.

 
Posted : 11th May 2012 9:14 pm
big bessie
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Continuing on gamble free. Football season nearly over which is good, one less temptation. I'm still strong and focused, determined and pround of my achievements so far. A long road ahead, but these early steps are going well. DAY 146 I WILL NOT GAMBLE TODAY.

 
Posted : 16th May 2012 6:59 am
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bessie. I feel so proud to belong to this forum and the strength it gives us in our quest to live gamble free and an even bigger sense of pride when i see a post from someone like you who is winning there quest. Thanks for your post. Well done on your recovery i hope you are enjoying it i know i am gamble free i have a life which i when at it simply could not see. Duncs stepping forward never back.

 
Posted : 16th May 2012 8:01 am
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Bessie.

Well done so far and great to read that you are keeping to the same routines in your head to stay strong. I see a lot of myself in your posts but I am talking weeks rather than months (for now). I do take strength, though, from yours and I fully plan to keep chasing you in time passed. Keep looking forwards and only look back to see how far you have come.

 
Posted : 16th May 2012 11:58 am
big bessie
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Thanks all for your continued support as always. Looking forward to another weekend gamble free. Enjoying life in general. Day 148 i will not gamble today.

 
Posted : 18th May 2012 8:25 pm
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150 not out. Without doubt my finest achievement. Day 150 I will not gamble today.

 
Posted : 20th May 2012 10:22 pm
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Still no temptation. I've settled in to this none gambling life now. DAY 153 I will not gamble today.

 
Posted : 23rd May 2012 5:07 pm
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Still going strong, not gambling. It's nearly June so nearly halfway through not gambling in 2012. Enjoying this nice weather in my less stress gamble free life. Day 158 I will not gamble today or ever again.

 
Posted : 28th May 2012 1:23 pm
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I'm glad this week is over at work, it's tough at the moment. I work for two idiots who seem to be running the business into the ground with a series of crazy decisions. Still gamble free tho, that is the important thing. Cricket tomorrow, christening Sunday, off Monday so it's all go this weekend. Day 162 I will not gamble today.

 
Posted : 2nd June 2012 12:17 am
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Bank holidays passed still with no gambling. It's good to see everyone enjoying themselves at the jubilee celebrations. Euro 2012 starts Friday, in the past these footy tourns were always big gambling events for me, no more tho, i'm strong now. Day 167 i will not gamble today!!!

 
Posted : 6th June 2012 6:33 am
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Well done bessie your doing great a day at a time

 
Posted : 6th June 2012 8:19 am
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