starting again

21days roll on pay day and I can't gamble so a month to fill my cupboards up and if I can squeeze in a hair appointment. Got a few months of being tight with money but so looking forward to start putting money away once I clear my arrears, all direct debits all set up so no more payments to miss and sort out credit score. Well that's gona take 6 Years to repair and hopefully have some savings by then because what I want more than anything is to get on the property ladder. That is A big goal and of I never gambled trust fund and spunked wages and took out loans I could have. That's now in the past and I have time to change my life for good and sort my dreams and goals. Finally getting myself back.
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26days I don't have any urges, things are a abit stressful at home lately but life is looking better, pay day this week very reassuring that I am unable to waste it anymore
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28 days free, pay day tomorrow, it feels so much easier. Knowing I have money coming and not being able to waste it, even though u will be paying money out towards debt.
The sun is shining today have work this evening and feeling okay.
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Hey glad all is well NML. I'm Proud of you. Don't get the payday urges please. You're going to get there. All my best wishes

Thanks down,
I have been paid paid rent and more arrears most bills have come out don't have very much money in the bank but I'm not gambling even if I wanted to, I have no access to bank account, for once Ive broke free and heading in the right direction, thanks for your support. All the best to you too x

New month new me gamble free,
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35 days gamble free, no stress anymore coming from this destructive habit.
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40 days no urges just found different things to fill my time lots of work to keep me busy this week and my son's football keeping the whole family busy.
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Never thought I could get this far, 45 days ni urges, money in my account and have been able to do alot more than I usually do. I don't get the low depressed feeling after gambling and no urges due to being no funds im actually quite happy, it's such a big change.
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49 days winning 🙂
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Wow 50 days looking forward to doubling and tripling this figure.
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WINNER!!

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Pay day upon me and no way to gamble and waste it paying off last part of arrears this month so will have a little extra in the next few months, also a holiday to look forward too. This is much needed.
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Thanks gt 60 days free,

Just dropped by to say hello. Glad you're doing so well. I am still GF although lots in life difficult and sometimes tempted but think I'm over the worst! Stay strong and let's not be complacent x