I have written diaries before and they seem to fall by the wayside as I sneak back to gambling.
Why will this be different?
This time it is not about money its health. I feel sick and anxious all the time. I feel guilty, I feel depressed. This is what gambling is doing to me. I am a shell of the person I used to be, and for the sake of my family and our future- I need to be that person again.
Goodbye gambling, au revoir. It's time we finally parted for good. There can be no return.
I am expecting this journey to be extremely tough but very rewarding in the end. One day at a time. I can and will do this for the sake of my family and my health.
Sooooo very tempted to have a punt on the forex rates overnight. I have no money and I need to find a lot to make payments due this week.
Gambling got me in this mess and it will not get me out.
It is these small battles that win the war.
1-0 to me today.......
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