Hello all. 9days gf. But not believed. It all started yesterday. I had the hardest day yet. Could not shake the thoughts and feelings. I basically locked myself away.
I'm at my parents at the minute. I left my home and the woman I love to begin getting my head around the fact I'm a gambler.
My fiancee came last night and we had some time together. Didn't bet. Well happy. Today was a little easier but things have gone bang.
My folks are skint and rightly or wrongly my mum deals with it all.
Yesterday she got a letter telling her she was over drawn with no way of sorting it, M.O.T due, panic sets in so I offer to help.
Now we are not stupid and we know quick loans are expensive but I applied for one for her. Accepted, I transfer the funds to her account apart from I bit for my debits.
All sounds good.. I feel great for helping. Then my fiancee logs on to my account. I didn't think how it may look. Hence it went bang.
Out of anger and frustration I changed my log on details. Stupid thing is, I know I'll give them to her cuz I know I need her. Being accused when you have not slipped, Sucks. I guess it won't be the last time.
hi talkingthe firststeps you say you lost the women you love? sorry im abit confused and your fiancee has found your log in details is this correct?
I gave her my log in details in January which is when it came out I was a gambler. I moved out of our home to give myself a bit of space in order to get my head sorted. I love her more than she will ever know but I have betrayed her. I hope to move back home in a few weeks. When I'm sorted, I will hand over all my financial aspects. I hope this helps.
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