I really am sick at the moment really can't help myself at the moment so sick and tired of it all so mentally drained with it all don't know how to stop what I'm doing I've tried counsellors I'm seeing a hypnotherapist DNS that not doing anything can't stop in a mess out a mess in a mess out in that's all my life is in so worried what I'm doing with my life it's killing my relationship and me slowly so fed up of it all.. Hate the person I am really do time to grow up and stop all this s**t now but I can't feel so low and lonely worried how I am going to end up I can't carry on like this don't know the answer anymore ....
Hi Kitbag, I am new to the forum and and have my problems to try and find answers to but the fact you have made an effort to post a comment must mean something. I don't unfortunately have a magic wand to take away your pain and your problems but be assured you are not alone. I am here for you at the very least. They say a problem shared is a problem halfed which is of course nonsense in our world. How can I support you?
MTe I can't stop this c**P sick of it I must love the danger of it all because I am crossing lines I should not be with other people's money and it is only going to end up one way and we know which that is I can't stop myself at the minute I'm ill the disease is inside me and destroying me day by day mate thanks for the reply I'm trying but can't get their...
Done it again last two days I'm ill I know I am and really need help I'm digging a very deep hole and don't think I can get out of it.. Really getting to me now I'm going to a g a meeting tonight on my own worried about it but I've got to go I can't carry on living my life like this I really need proper help, tried on my own and I can't beat it.. I really need and want to do this to prove I'm somebody again..
Hi Kitbag,
I'm really glad that you've arrived on this Forum. It shows that you are at least ready to take the first steps with your recovery process. I hope your GA meeting was OK for you. There is a life beyond gambling and you will be able to see things more clearly eventually. If you are really anxious and depressed maybe discussing things with your GP may help.
Whatever you decide keep coming to the Forum and reading the posts. I know it's helped me coming here over the months I've been "clean". What I will say is the 2015 Challenge has helped me a lot.
Take Care Now.
Thanks mate it is helping everyday is a new challenge but slowly I can do this and hopefully move on in life..
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