So the last time i used gamcare was july 2016, but iv been a gambler for over 12 years now.. since 2016 I have been through a wirlwind of emotions psychosis, paranoia.. and also realised my underlying health condition is what was causing me to gamble in the first place, i.e depression and anxiety... I didn't know that at the time..
Now I'm starting to get help for my health condition which is called hypothyroidism, I'm hoping my gambling stops for good!.
I'm 5 days gamble free and hoping this carries On, I have hit rock bottom since 2016, I'm in £7000 of debt and the things I could have paid for and memorys that I could have made with that money cuts me deep inside, guilt, shame and heartbreak is what I feel..
My children are my main focus to stop this addiction the guilt I feel for them is what keeps me going...
If anyone would like to ask any questions about anything at all please feel free to comment as if it's anything to do with gambling iv been there got the tshirt and even gambled the tshirt!!
Hello justwant2benormal,
Welcome back to the GamCare forum. Sorry that you've been having health problems but hopefully this is the start of you getting the help you need. If you'd like help for your gambling problem as well as your hypothyroidism, why not contact us on the freephone HelpLine 0808 8020 133, or chat to us on the NetLine.
Keep posting,
Deirdre
Forum Admin
Hi Justwanttobenormal,
good to see your back, simialr to me i have been back and forth and my daughter is one of my main motivations.
I wish you all the best in your recovery.
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