hello every one thought as i read posts about once a month its time i shared my story.
it all started when a close family member was telling me about certain websites upon which she was winning lots of money.so i thought i would give it a crack whats the worst that can happen eh? thinking about it worst mistake of my life.
at 1st everything was going fine was just about to move into my 1st apartment with my gf winning lots of money. About 6 months on moved again into a 3 bedroom house all funded by wins then came the loses lots of them taking out bank loans i knew could never pay bailiffs chasing me eventually no choice but to go homeless family turned there back on me.
but whats worse even though homeless i still carried on gambling thinking one big hit would come it never did i even went to a gamcare meeting knowing in my head that this was coming but decided these meetings werent for me and continued gambling
as i gambled through my mobile i changed my mobile to one without internet access this also failed as thats when i started betting in bookies guess the truth is u only stop if u truely want to and not for any one else has to be for urself. i have never understood how any one could ever get addicted to drugs/gambling thinking u control urself how wrong i actually was im sorry for any spelling mistakes done this through a mobile any way im currently on day 27 i try not to think about it onwards and upwards
Best wishes I'm not ready for advice yet but you've done so well Day 27 keep strong and best wishes
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