Exhausted with all this. Just keep going through the same motions day after day. Stopping then going back to gambling. I managed to get my self in 13k of debt now 🙁 Lost another 4.5k yesterday.
Oh when will this end. I just cant do this anymore !
It's because you dont wanna pay the debt back Gambling took it off you so you want Gambling to give it back, and Gambling knows your driving down Chase Street, it will make you think you can do it you will get close, i dont know if you done it playing roulette but that is Gamblings favourite as its Gamblings roller coaster up down, down up and then logic gone and crazy spins then bust town. Most people give the same advice give up this and that tell this, Im doing it alone so far by just looking at it head on for what it is and how you cant escape it, its everywhere. I think when you stop you have to evaluate everything in your life and start changing it all, all the parts you dont like, work, family, relationships all of it and start changing it. One example for me was I dont like the job I do at all, I would wake up positive and by the time 3-4 came all i wanted was to stop by the shop get 6 beers and wipe out the day as the job just gets me down still does, and this intern would trigger gambling, I wanted to win big a massive jackpot and i could quit work that night(stupid eh). I still do that job but dont buy the beers anymore, I get home and work on setting up my own business, learning new things video editing, graphics suites it taxes my mind but i know what i want to do and dont want to moan anymore about if only blah blah. If I stay in my current job I will be debt free in 2022 if I stop gambling, If i can do what i want and work towards it I can be debt free as soon as I possibly can, when I see that money come out my account it burns that I just lost it gambling. I am trying to beat this by absolutely despising gambling in all its forms as I know how it works, gambling doesnt like me anymore, it doesnt care my loans are a constant reminder that it f'd me up and knows it will come looking for me on my low days. I know im going to get out the other side hopefully with my own busy fulfilling business and enjoy my life again. Sorry words all over the place. Stop PG you can do it 100%.
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