Hey folks
In the last 2 weeks everything went wrong and it has taken that for me to realise how everything i used to worry about is so trivial and how life is a beautiful thing.
A family member is in a bad situation but that will be fine soon
My girlfriend and me split up
I had to move out where i was so now sleeping on my brothers sofa.
I had a health scare but thankfully that is all clear.
This happened in the space of 2 weeks.
When i was waiting for my test results i was a wreck all i kept thinking was about all the times i would gamble and for what? In the end you cant take money with you, it makes you sad angry depressed it ruins families relationships carrers and lets be honest it costs lives.
So why would i want to carry on like that, i have my health and a job and a roof over my head,i might be heart broken and sad but in a way i am so happy. Why? Because i get the chance to start again and have a happy enjoyable life, its only when you think thats it you realise all the things you could have done and wanted to do.
Also the breakup and me moving out was nothing to do with gambling. And also its like 20 days since i gambled.
So glad to see the positivity in your post. I'm sure things will just get brighter and brighter for you.
Congrats on all those days gamble free. Hope you're well xxx
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