Really struggling with the guilt today

@wool-step I can’t find any previous posts. Would you mind putting some details on here to see where you are in your addiction and what led to you and your wife talking about your gambling? 

Chris.

I’m glad I’m not the only one to feel this way. 

I came clean to my husband, a real sensible person and was the hardest thing I ever had to do. 

He has been amazing but I cannot shift the guilt feeling, the dread I feel everyday. It’s so exhausting, probably even more so than the deceit / lying / double life I was doing before I told him.

I worry everyday that I’ve caused us to be in so much debt and now with the cost of living sky high. 

Just wish I could turn back time. 

I’m sure we’ll get there, lots of support here. Just need to keep talking about how you feel. 

I just keep reminding myself that I didn’t choose this life, it’s an illness - it does help a little bit. 

Take care,

Claire