Im 28 female (gambling for 8 yrs) Ive been here before just before I gave birth to my daughter. I was trying to stop I self excluded from all sites and had betfilter for a while. I have a very supportive partner. I eventually Confessed to my family over year ago about my problem with the online slots as I couldn't pay the rent and was very depressed and suicidal they helped me and paid off what they could but as soon as the filter expired I was back in. Spending every penny I had, lying to my family about not getting paid and bills not being paid. Every word that comes out my mouth is nearly a lie to cover up that im still secretly Gambling. I came back here today as im totally fed up with it. The same cycle every week as soon as my partner goes to work im online playing slots. I really need help. I have no money for bills or anything. Im a terrible person I know its wrong but I just can't stop. Ive got 3 payday loans in arrears, I owe my family money. It just has to stop. Today I have self excluded from all the ones I play on. I have no money or I would get the betfilter. Why do I keep doing this it hurts so bad. I can't live like this anymore it has to stop. Im scared when my partner starts his new full time job I will be alone so will do it more but I really don't want to. I just keep thinking about the big wins ive had. Ive even won lots but im so greedy I always want more. I never withdraw I just keep reversing it telling myself I can get more and pay off all my debts.
It never happens I just loose it all. 🙁 Feeling very empty and alone !!!
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