a new way of thinking

Hi E!

Sorry to hear about your thin wage packet.

I know what its like myself,getting help money wise from others at times.In my case it was the parent-inlaws.

Still i'd rather ask for help that way,than go back gambling and try to fix things.That gambling option has been closed a long time-and i'm glad for that.

Never mind the rain E and enjoy your tennis tomorrow and like you hope Murry wins.

Have a great weekend and all my best.

Viggo.

Hi E,

Hey at least you know next weeks pay packet will be better!

Hope you and the boys have a chilled weekend. Am looking forward to tennis tomorrow too.

Im having rough day today but im putting it down to the weather!

I'll give you a laugh........Spent 2 friggin hours yesterday after very full day at work cooking my big meal for extended family and mum just come up to my room and said "I think my roulade went down well" She got it from M & S in a box!!!!!

Hey you can choose your friends but not your family....lol

Sue xxxxx

Hi E,

Very quick line

Come on MURRAY !!!!!!

Have you got the strawbs and cream ready?

Enjoy the game Liz!

Sue xxxxx

hey Libby....

Just to say thinking of you...

I know your not going to like this but I was backing the t'other one on centre court!!

I know ..I know..your forgiving me already...I can tell xx

A new week...can also relate to thin wage packet as June was a lean month after my Jols...will have to make it up this month.

Hope the little cub is on the mend...pretty nasty sore throat thing going round at the moment ...

Hugs and ice cream

Rach and Doo xx

Yo TTW ( tough top woman )

Keep moving Up, keep Striving and more importantly keep being Simba..

ps, with Dotty on the Tennis...

Strength in abundance...

exmug

Hi E,

Had rough couple of days....Could do with a few of your wise words..................Always respect your opinion!

On the other side really hope you and your wonderful boys ok?

Hugs Sue xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thankyou all my fave people.

Well i lurch from one financial disaster to another, one of private customers told me she didnt need me anymore so i have now lost another £200pm so all in all in the last 4/5 weeks ive lost about £500 i cant pay my bills and my debts,my car is running on fumes,the cupboards are not very full,ive lost my appetite and to top it off my mum told me she wont be able to come down every week to look after LO while i work as she is now having her own financial problems.So may lose my other private customer £100pm.As it will cost me to put LO in nursery plus petrol thats the £100 gone so whats the point.

Its times like these that your mind wanderers to gambling,im not going to simply dont have the cash but after going for so long not thinking about it when your backs up against the wall its amazing how quickly you revert back to that £20 wont hurt.

Spending the week trying to avoid people i owe money to ie nursery except thats abit hard when i have to drop him off and pick him up.

Anyway going to have an early night and try and get some kip haha.just got to get to next week and things should settle down,the amount of times ive come up with excuses for not having money coz i gambled it except now the excuses are actually true karma i guess.

Stay Strong

E xx

Thanks ADE :0)

Its a nice thought but its not going to happen i will get some sort of lecture and im really not in the right frame of mind to deal with it hun.We will struggle through ive sorted food for the week and i can just about get to work and spoken to the nursery so it just means stuff we do has to be free and close by.

Ive got through this sort of thing before and will do it again.My mums down tonight for the first time in a month as she has been away and we are going to sit and talk through what is my best course of action ie full time work,stay as i am etc.

But just to top things off i got a parking ticket today,jobsworth could have let me off as he hadnt even started doing the ticket and i had only been 2 mins even some lady stood up for me but no he had to write the ticket.Wan*er.

Stay Strong

E xx

Awwww E,

Am so sorry you having hard time hun....Never rains but pours!

Couple of thoughts, you probably thought of them already but the jobs that dont need you anymore can they put you in touch with friends who could maybe use some help?

As for parking ticket....If you were only gone 2 mins...could you contest it. Quite often they will....worked with me...Wink wink. Just think up something real dramatic!!!!!!

Hugs Sue xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hiya lovely...

Its not karma...your not getting punished promise...I think like that all the time but its another way to self flog eh? and we do it enough to ourselves.

Don't even get me started on traffic wardens.......hey! you will see a few Simba like roars from me and maybe some ripped flesh ..lol

I wish I had some outboard Maiden Aunt who i'd never met who left me a pile of spondooli as I would be right onto GC asking for your email or just walk the streets of Essex shouting...LIBBY!

I know you will sort it hun......but you deserve a break ...you really do.

Hopefully a new plan after speaking with your mum can be made and ease the burden for you a bit more so you can think about living and dreaming again.

You DESERVE it Libby...any karma you think you have racked up you have paid your dues hun....over and above...your in karma CREDIT in my book.

hugs and love

Rach and Doo xxx

Thanks guys really need the boost it just keeps coming though.

Went to work today for my private customers one had gone on holiday and forgot to tell me left me a note saying clean this week not next week and sorry will pay you when we get back and the other one forgot to get my money out and left me £20 instead of hundred so instead of £150 i came home with £20.not good.

I am actually dreading getting up tomorrow.Good job ive only got enough cash to get to work tomorrow otherwise i may well fall off my wagon.

I cant remember the last time i had a couple of weeks like this everything and i mean everything is going t**s up.Roll on friday where apart from looking after my two angels i can hibernate for a couple of days.

I have had a good cry and still feel like poo but like i said before tomorrow is coming weather i like it or not so head up and deal with it.

Stay Strong

E xx

A little ray of light in the sea of S***e im in i got one of the back payments tax credit owe me this morning so may be the tide is about to turn :0)

Stay Strong

E xx

..climb aboard the HMS Calm Waters hun....could be your time about to start...Yay!

Hugs

Rach and Doo xx

These recovery journeys of ours really do have their ups and downs and it is with real hope that your positive news on Thursday sees the start of an upward turn for you.

Stay strong and have a good weekend.

NT

Hi E

Sending good vibes your way hun!

You are a trooper...anything they send your way you overcome and ride that storm with dignity and pride!

You are always there for your family even when things hit rock bottom. It wont always be that bad Liz

Sue xxxxxxxxxxxxx