As long as I keep it awake it can't get me !

Wolfgang

fella I am so pleased the forum is providing the very medicine you need to gift your resolve to keep making the right choice.

For that be very proud my friend

Duncs stepping forward never back

Hi Wolfgang,

You are absolutely right about the silky words of the gambling demon, and it is a tricky and slick liar. I don't think any of us can claim to be perfect, but I know that trying to do that too often helped me end up in the place I was a few months ago. You can only be the best you can be, and without gambling, you are so much closer to being that guy.

Congratulations on starting to beat those demons back, and for making the right decisions.

Ryan

Hello diary,

I've had a good weekend with my lovely Lou and it looks like that even the weather starts to improve now.

Have been reading through many posts here and put a few posts down myself.

I think I could easy spend a full day on reading and replaying to posts and still couldn't get through all the daily posts, what sometimes annoys me a little though.

However I'm staying focused on what's important for me to stay gamble free and I feel really good with it.

Wolfgang

Hi wolfgang

i just wanted to say after reading your diary it really is amazing how uplifted you seem in your more recent posts, you sounded in such despair at the beginning of you diary and now its like reading a different persons story, it gives me hope for my own future seeing yours (and many others) stories and how quickly life can improve when you make this life change...

stay strong and thank you 🙂

Hi Wolfgang - So glad to see that things are still good for you and Lou. Be happy - be strong!

Joanna

Hi Wolfgang

Thanks for the post support is always appreciated and helps both our recoveries , you are getting stronger in your posts and the positivity is shining through and that will inspire others

It's an amazing site this place with wonderful people on it and you could read all day and post , also very true the only recovery you can control Is your own and your doing great on that front

Castle2

Hi Wolfgang. Thanks for the kind words. I must say, having read your diary from start to finish, you seem to be in a much better place already. Keep up the good work mate. : )

All the best, Jam

Hello diary,

I'm still on track and feeling well 🙂

Have a good contract in Netherlands for the next 3 months and looking positive in the future.

Life can be good if we want it to be.

And it certainly is for me at the moment and I will do my best to keep it this way.

The magic is still the same "staying focused on my addiction and taking every day gamble free as a gift"

Never look back the future is now 🙂

Hi Wolfie - I was so glad to see you checking in on the 2014 Challenge as I was getting a bit worried (although I had a feeling deep down that you were fine and busy)!

Best wishes for the Netherlands contract.

Stay happy!

Joanna x

Thank you Joanna,

Everything is fine I'm just really busy here and have not so often the wifi available but from the 28/5 we have the Internet in the house where we staying then I will be more often on here again.

You have a nice day and best wishes for you to

Wolfgang

Hello diary,

I'm still on the right side of the road,

Have just not much time at the moment to be online as often as I would like to.

But I'm fine 🙂 and hope everyone else here is to

I'm still focused what keeps me awake and out off misshif 😉

Wolfgang

Hi Wolfgang - Glad to read that all is well with you despite your workload! You must be feeling so good to think that all your hard work is going to bring you happiness and fulfilment.

Best wishes,

Joanna

Hello diary,

I'm still a good boy and will surely keep it this way have a lot and hard work on at the moment here in the Netherlands but this is good even sometimes I would like to be at home because I think Lou is very lonely at the moment and I don't really like her being on her own to much but I can't change it at the moment and the money is needed so I will carry on here till it's finished.

Good night diary I've got to sleep now

'Night 'night Wolfgang - glad to see you are still well and happy. I'm sure it won't be too long before you are back with Lou.

Keep safe and well.

Joanna

Good to see your still going strong Wolfgang & I'm wishing you well

Shellyb