Love and Hate are similar emotions. Denial, proof in the pudding....
I'm going for soup.
I feel I need to edit my diary so it has no mention of that team from Yorkshire anymore
Day 125
On my way to GA early start tonight a meeting before the meeting to discuss the groups future after recent events. Then onto the main meeting hoping all are gamble free an hope the new lad comes back and is done ok this week.
KTF
Oldhamktf wrote:
Day 125
On my way to GA early start tonight a meeting before the meeting to discuss the groups future after recent events. Then onto the main meeting hoping all are gamble free an hope the new lad comes back and is done ok this week.
KTF
Positive thoughts
Good meeting tonight a clean sweep of GF's and a bonus of a visitor from Manchester meeting who I had not met before 12 years GF and what a gent so humble.
From the few people I spoke the general consensus seems to be why fix what's not broke which I agree with. Nothing decided yet though.
Long day today out at half 6 and home for 10 same tomorrow as well.
Time to switch off and relax now
KTF
Not sure I agree with the way things are going but fully agree with your sentiment!
We'll be discussing over the next couple of weeks but hope to end up at the same decision
Day 127
A quiet day in work but I t was nice to get home and relax after being kept busy the last two days and not getting in till 10. Gave me the chance to see my son and have a catch up and a takeaway.
Thankfully the ex started a new temp job on Monday and had been offered another permanent job working nights which is what she wanted. Takes a bit of pressure of me.
It was really good to cyber meet a guy called Graham on chat tonight 10 years gamble free. Shows it can be done an inspiration to us all.
KTF I definitely am
Day 128
Nothing to report good day off out tonight to wet my best mates baby's head any excuse will do
KTF
Just got in very very drunk had a great night was talking to a mate about addiction he spoke so much sense great to know I have him around
Day 129
No gambling thoughts today to be honest I'm that rough after last nights I've not had very many thoughts at all today.
The ex has got a new job starting Monday working nights so that means I will have to spend a few nights a week at home to look after my son which I'm looking forward to.
KTF
So from your last post I'm assuming your'e in recovery for two reasons now ? LOL ! ( hows the head ) ?
Great news that you'll get to spend a bit of time with your'e boy Martin , every cloud has a silver lining !
Have a good night buddy !
hi ktf *whispers*, hope you're feeling a bit better after your night out.
130 days tomorrow, CONGRATULATIONS *SHOUTS*; you're doing so well. Here's to the next 130!
Take care my friend xx
Day 130
Cheers Alan and Annie the head is a lot better today.
Seen my son for a few hours was going to go and a game of basketball but its not stopped raining so just had a chill and catch up.
Started watching limitless last night on Dean's recommendation and its not a bad watch,if you liked the film you will enjoy the series so will watch a few more of them on this miserable rainy Sunday.
KTF
Whooop ! Whooop ! Whooop ! 130 , 130 !
Way to go Martin !
Thanks Alan as long as I'm always 15 days behind you I'll be happy
Just watching TV and seen an advert for tickets for the Grand National not made me want to gamble but I know I will have to make a plan for 9th April. Might look for somewhere to go take my lad out for the day.
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