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Hey LW

Isn't it great to be back in the REAL WORLD with your lovely family

Day 25 you deserve to be happy ENJOY the day because for today you will NOT gamble

take care

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 28th June 2014 12:10 pm
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Hey LW

You've been unusually quiet the last couple days?? On the Eve of your first gamble free month, just wanted to pop by and congratulate you!

Stay strong fellow soldier!!

Mr B

 
Posted : 2nd July 2014 12:57 am
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Hi LW,

just wanted to say absolutely well done on your achievments.

Cant believe how alike your experiences/thoughts and feelings are to my own. I suppose it is the nature of this awful addictive illness that most of us on this site are experiencing.

Keep up the hard work you are putting into your recovery, I know only too well how difficult it is but even after a relapse the determination to stop becomes stronger.

Its great that you have a loving supportive family around you, they have to be a great source of inspiration for you to kick this habit for good.

Stay stong at all times and just take one day at a time.

Best wishes

Hope x

 
Posted : 2nd July 2014 1:58 pm
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Hi LW

Just wanted to say hi and are still smiling back in that mirror

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 3rd July 2014 8:55 pm
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So sorry i was away..... checking in late!

Hi Everyone thank you for the well wishes. Sorry Mr Brightside for a late check n was on a 3 day business trip. Just literally got through the door said hell oto the family and rushed on here to say I am still gamble free and have not had any urges but i have been busy so that does help to occupy my mind...

I'm not sure what day im on but i;m sure i've hit 30 + woohoooo..

Feeling great and looking forward to a half century of gamble free. All the best and keep fighting everyone.

LIFESWINNER

 
Posted : 4th July 2014 1:49 pm
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I wrote a long post only for my computer to freeze arghhh ha ha .

Anyway day 31 for me on my way to the 50..

LW

 
Posted : 4th July 2014 1:51 pm
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Morning LW

Thanks for your supportive words

Hey 32 days today gamble free

You have so much energy and positivity it's great to read

Enjoy time with your family and being gamble free

Looking forward to saying day 50 to you

Take care and keep smiling lol

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 5th July 2014 9:10 am
duncan.mac
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lifeswinner

fella thanks for popping by,the post that enraged me yesterday was written on Tomso's thread,to be honest I am not surprised,it is not the first time the same'opinion' has been posted,it hit a nerve,as it tore into the foundation of my own recovery.

For what I am not sure,but I have traveled this road before,just like gambling it is a futile waste of time.

Keep up the great work

Duncs stepping forward never back

 
Posted : 5th July 2014 10:07 am
captain46
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LW

thanks for the post, appreciated. Acknowledge that you don't agree with my opinions, there are always different views on gambling recovery as with any subject. I just try and call it as I see it based on the knowledge and experience I have gained and also based on what I know of the person I'm posting to.

To be honest I have never read your diary at all, for a long time now I only read diaries of those who post to me plus read and post to the occasional newcomer.

best wishes with your continued recovery.

 
Posted : 5th July 2014 12:40 pm
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Thanks Captain lets see you at 150 mark now,

Well the weekend was a little boring for me and that is usually the most vulnerable time i feel for many of us trying to fill the void. So i literally caught up on things i have been putting off. Sending emails and work things. It's getting easier now and the urges are less frequent but i would say just as strong as when i gave up on day one. Anyway i have a busy hospital to run so will catch up with you all in a day or two.

I think its day 34 for me now amazing so happy

LW

 
Posted : 6th July 2014 7:59 am
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Hey LW,

Fantastic to get to 34 days. Well done mate.

Steve

 
Posted : 7th July 2014 12:19 pm
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Thanks everyone 39 days clean only 11 to go for the big FIVE OH

I am traveling a lot, due to this its almost impossible to get onto the Internet but when i do, i am always checking in as bets i can. I am doing great but part of that reason is im so busy so have had zero time to think about gambling. I know this for sure tho, i am easily going to make it to 50 days clean and am very excited to maybe get a mention from Mr Brightside with honors lol.

Keep up the good work all LIFESWINNER

 
Posted : 12th July 2014 8:41 am
duncan.mac
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Lifeswinner

Fella that is a great post to read,the satisfaction abstinence is gifting you,the half century of gamble free days approaching

Then onto your next target,keep setting them,a great way to retain focus.

The one way not to celebrate milestones is to have a punt!!

Something I am sure you won't

Well done my friend

Today I salute you

Duncs stepping forward never back

 
Posted : 12th July 2014 9:50 am
scottyboy
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Well done mate.i am back aswel,a total broken man but going to give it another go. Keep up good work

Scottyboy

 
Posted : 15th July 2014 11:29 pm
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Welcome back ScottyBoy you have done the right thing.

Thanks Duncs as always so inspirational and you can relate to all of us or most of us so thank you sir.

Hey there gambling and gambling urges psstt i want to tell you something. 43 days ARGGHHHHHHH ha ha ha i have beaten you for 43 days and guess what i couldn't give a s**t about you anymore. I'm just fine without you in my life. I love my life and family so much but i f******g hate you, Bye! Bye! you might always be there but you wont ever get a penny more from me ever again.

Guys keep strong its a real battle but were winning. If i can do it after 20 yrs + you can do it. i march on to my FIVE OH days free with love in my heart and surrounded by happiness.

LIFESWINNER

 
Posted : 16th July 2014 7:14 am
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