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YAYAAAAAA small milestone done, a week. My goal is still make it to 21 days G free. Today i feel a little fragile as i want to play but i will not. 14 days to go till 3 weeks i will do it this time, i actually know i will do it.

So for me today its to kick urges to the curb, it really helps i have gamblock installed because i cannot look at any type of casino site. Feeling a little bit better but guard is very much up.

Thanks for listening folks.

To tomorrow 8 days.

CL

Hi CL,

Jut wanted to say thank you for the diaries and continuous updates on how you are getting on. I am a gambling addict myself, and have realised in these passed few days something has to give. I have gambled away pretty much every penny I have to my name, and cant bare to even think about what has happened and the losses I have incurred! however reading your posts and up dates I managed to tell my girlfriend the magnitude of my problem. Suffice to say she was angry and annoyed, but after a few hours she spoke to me again and said she would help me anywhere she can. I am self employed so when I do get money, its sacred as I don't know when I may get another payday, but what do I do whenever I receive any money? Of course I gamble it away. Football, horses, roulette. Anything. But not anymore. Today is day 2 for me, and I feel good. I am still annoyed and upset with myself for gambling everything away, and still having nothing, but if I don't overcome it now I never will! Anyway sorry to take over your diaries, I just wanted to say thank you not only to you, but all the others on the post. Just reading the comments makes me feel that there is light at the end of the tunnel!

Hi jon3904,

1stly thanks for that nice post i hope you get lots of help on here as i have done. This place is my life saver. Well done on probably the hardest thing admitting to yourself you have a problem and need help. 2ndy well done in confiding in your loved one. It is tough at the start but she will def be your rock. I think perhaps start your own diary and get feelings out and reflect on things it really does help. I am in no shape or form giving advice because im fairly new myself to all this but i can def tell you it's working for me. Visit it everyday i will too. Even too say your days is not going well or going brilliant. I can honestly say i have learnt everything off this site all the advice and putting in blocks defenses etc is a winning formula. I am a real bad degenerate gambler or should i now say recovering one and each day i am being rewarded with happiness back in my life. I am so determined this time and i don't mind the constant urges are there i will just come here read write and get rid of them.... Welcome mate and see you on here many times i hope to share your success... bad grammar this time hard to type correctly on an iphone

CL

Never stop trying my friend as soon as it starts to feel like you don't care then were in trouble having the fight to beat this is the key have a good day my friend...

The bear

Hi all,

Thanks for the response, I cant begin to explain how good it feels to know there's others out there in a similar situation out there as me!

I am going to start a diary , sounds like an excellent day! today has been great though, have been busy so I haven't thought about it all, its only when im bored or on my own do I get real urges to do it! Well done to you though on day 7! as I said earlier its day 2 for me, don't think i've done 7 days in about 5 or 6 years! Sounds shocking when you say it! Anyway mate thanks again and good luck to you!

H CL

Thanks for you post much appreciate it and I hope you are still smiling back at that mirror

Keep. Behaving out there

Suzanne xx

hello day 8, I embrace you with smiles. Looked in the mirror this morning gave myself a cheesy grin because im happy. Slept well and really feeling great today. 8 days down not even an urge. Work is giving me so much business too. Cannot mess this up on top of my world this morning. I love this feeling im not going to ruin it either no way.

Hey gambling urges eat my a$$ lol

CL

Morning CL

What a lovely positive post

You have it all today hold on tight and you will have it all tomorrow still smiling back at that mirror

Very well done and enjoy the day you deserve it

Suzanne x

Hi LifesWinner

Remember me? I'm so pleased you are back posting as was really worried for your well being. Keep being strong - you'll make your 21 days just take each day one at a time. Enjoy every free minute with your wife and wee boy. Don't give into these internet sites....the software engineers have written the programs to reel us in but then .......end of the line.....you know as all of us do .....chasing loses and losing more and more. I'm now 53 days gamble free....keep going

Mo

Hi LifesWinner

Remember me? I'm so pleased you are back posting as was really worried for your well being. Keep being strong - you'll make your 21 days just take each day one at a time. Enjoy every free minute with your wife and wee boy. Don't give into these internet sites....the software engineers have written the programs to reel us in but then .......end of the line.....you know as all of us do .....chasing loses and losing more and more. I'm now 53 days gamble free....keep going

Mo

day 8

nice going

keep it up

smiles like that

triangle

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Fella glad to see again your resolve is building to make the right decision for yourself my friend.

Abstinence really is a gift,something that costs nothing but an education and it's value???

Priceless

No win will replace the natural high abstinence gifts

Enjoy it!!!!

Abstain and maintain

Duncs stepping forward never back

Thanks Triangle Duncs MO,

Today i could gamble or i could take family all swimming guess which one i chose. I cannot wait to splash around with them and be goofy. I am in a good place right now im loving life and i choose happiness and gift myself abstinence im done with it this time. day 9 come so quickly roll on tomorrow for double digits. I got too complacent last time this time i have learnt i will be very aware. No G for me today tomorrow next week no way.

Happy times await me and i embrace them. oh btw ive done 9 days of gym hurt like cr** but feel amazing and i already can see results returning i was in good shape anyway but doesn't hurt to shine my diamond body lol.

I want everyone to know im doing so well and i will keep fighting.

Have a great day everyone mine is going to be superb.

CL

Well done CL, keep going, it's surprising how quickly the gamble free days mount up, I am on day 50 tomorrow and it only seems like yesterday I stopped.

Keep going and keep strong.

Shaun

CL

Glad you are smiling and winning by not playing but keep looking in that mirror and stay on guard

Enjoy

One day at a time

Suzanne xx