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 Boro
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day 99 gamble free. Still feel a bit sick but i get they. Feel like i have just about beating the gambling addiction. Just me other addiction the xgirlfriend which i nd to get over

 
Posted : 6th October 2012 2:46 pm
 Boro
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Day 100 gamble free.

The first 4 weeks were hard because i had no money but the other 72 days have been easy because i have every block in place for me not being able to gamble. If i didnt have them blocks in place the temptation would probably be they. I have realised i dont need gambling in my life. I used to think i could not live without it. I have to thank my mam and brother who have supported me threw all this, would not no were i would be if it wasnt for them. Probably in a gutter somewhere

 
Posted : 7th October 2012 11:56 am
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Hi boro. Congrats for reaching 100 days gamble free. I understand fully, I also lost my gf due to gambling. It's been 10 months now and still think about her everyday. You never know what the future has reserved for us my friend. I know is hard to hide the frustration when you love someone and you have all those thoughts about her being with someone else but...there's not a lot we can do about that. Just to keep on the straight and narrow and hope that they'll realize that this time we really want and did change. In your case is even harder as kids are involved. Keep strong and positive my friend...

 
Posted : 7th October 2012 8:51 pm
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Thank you boro. I'm sorry things didn't get to work out between you and your gf. We think that we are smart and can hide things and lie to everyone including ourselves,but sooner or later our lies catch up with us and we realize that the most important thing that we lost is our loved ones. We'll replace the money, the houses, cars but we can't replace our loved ones. You, like myself woke up a bit too late for our relationships to be saved. And even though we know fully well that we were wrong so many times, we expect life to stand still for all the others so we can give it another shot. Unfortunately life doesn't come with a rewind button and there only so many times we can be forgiven for the same mistake. Don't hate your gf. We all need someone in our lifes. Only thing u can do is to prove yourself first of all that u can do this. You're not doing this for her, you do it for yourself. You don't know what the future holds for you. We can't expect them to believe in words no more. If you really love her, you want her to be happy, don't you?? Be the best you can be for your daughter and for your ex. Gamblers never win and winners never gamble!!! All the best

 
Posted : 8th October 2012 7:46 pm
 Boro
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Day 101 gamble free

 
Posted : 8th October 2012 8:49 pm
 Boro
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day 102 gamble free

 
Posted : 9th October 2012 6:01 pm
 Boro
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Day 103 gamblre free.

Working really hard at the minute doing as much overtime as i can to get my massive debt down

 
Posted : 10th October 2012 6:29 pm
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Really well done, I understand where your coming from. 103 days is brilliant. Cheers Gary

 
Posted : 10th October 2012 6:37 pm
 Boro
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104 days gamble free. So tired all the overtime is killing me

 
Posted : 11th October 2012 5:52 pm
 Boro
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day 105 gamble free

 
Posted : 12th October 2012 4:22 pm
 Boro
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Day 106 gamble free. Still struggling to come to terms with the x girlfriend having somebody else and being happy.

 
Posted : 13th October 2012 4:49 pm
 Boro
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Day 107 gamble free. Just cant see me ever gambling again because i no i dont need it in me life. Why has it taken this long to realise? when i have lost everything dear to me

 
Posted : 14th October 2012 4:31 pm
 Boro
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108 gamble free. Pretty sick at the minute

 
Posted : 15th October 2012 8:38 pm
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Hello boro sorry to hear about ur feeling sick and sorry to hear ur getn it tough wit the ex gf.

But great to hear your 109 days bet free f**k time flies i remember when u joined the forum first and uv went about ur recovery quietly and effectively and long may it continue a day at a time!

 
Posted : 16th October 2012 8:40 am
 Boro
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day 109 gamble free

 
Posted : 16th October 2012 7:22 pm
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