Am back, been here so many times but today 10th October 2014 I plan too change my life for ever. I plan too exclude this vile disease out my life for ever. Had given up for 2.5 months there an back gambling again with 1 stupid bet. It's painful too think how far I had came too been back here unhappy, moody an skint :(. I know it's not easy too give up but I blame too take every day as it come an become strong again an back too being where I was before. I have too the first step at being back an tomorrow will be my first day gamble free on my plan too beat this :).
Welcome back allyc you can beat this I have no doubt good luck I will follow you on your path back to normality x
Take care
The bear
Cheers the bear, the more support the better. Onto day 5 gamble free, keeping myself busy an trying too get things back on tracks. Was doing so good money wise an me relapsing has put things back again. Need too stay focused an on this website, the more Support the better. Hope everyone else is staying focused an beating this deadly disease 🙂
Over a week gamble free, feeling better about things an staying positive. Staying busy the best I can too stop any relapses. It gets easier every day I am gamble free an feel more positive about things. A think too stop you have to want too stop full stop an I feel that why so much. Been here so many times before an when it all goes wrong again it feels an hurts more than ever 🙁
Hi allyc,
Well done on over 7 days, you have a choice to either gamble or abstain, when you really want to stop you can do it, it's not easy but by abstaining and maintaining one at a time, and committing yourself to recovery, you can achieve this, because gambling only makes life worse, it can never fix your life.
Keep making that right choice one day at a time, no matter how hard life is, and win every day.
Suzanne xx
Cheers for those kind word Suzanne much appreciated. Had some real bad urges today but haven't gave in trying too keep myself busy as I don't start my work till 3pm. I am going too have these urges at the early stages as I have been hear before., all my betting accounts are self excluded for a reason. Saturday is always the hardest day as it's the best day for sports. A see west ham is 1 up against city which is a shocker. I am going too sit back an watch all the shock results come through an become stronger on my road too recovery 🙂
I agree with you, let's be friends.
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