Have to start afresh for my son max bear diary.

Another day my little boy one tomorrow out of the last years have gambled maybe 20 days not great but I am trying have good day all x

The bear x

Well done bear, keep goinnnnnng

suzanne xxx.

Bear

Fella my doesn't time fly! !!

I hope you celebrate your son's birthday in a fashion to be proud of.

Enjoy it my friend.

Abstain and maintain

Duncs stepping forward never back.

Hi Bear pushing you to the front as you have not posted for a couple of days.

Stay strong my friend and keep going forwards,

Suzanne xxx

Hi bear,

Hope you are ok and still fighting my friend,

Keep strong and keep safe.

Suzanne xxx

I'm back in the real world ..... Thanks people for your posts .....

The bear xx

Real world it is bear, let's start living. The line has to be drawn sooner or later.

I'm right beside you, day at a time!

Sandra x

Pleased to read you have come back again my friend, never give up on giving up, walking along side with you, let's kick this evil addiction into oblivion where it belongs.

Suzanne xxx

Still fighting this sick disease I will never give up x

The bear x

You dont need to fight it you need to accept it. Work in harmony with it. Offer it something preferable to gambling

Hi bear,

You are stronger that this nasty habbit, keep fighting, you and your family are worth peace and harmony in your lives.

Keep at it..keep gifting yourself that freedom

S x

Been really struggling to be honest Sandra 🙁 gambling bubbling away in my system I have made a big decision tonight and stopped the access my day 1 tomorrow thank you for your support Sandra it is appreciated x

The bear x

Nothing changes if nothing changes bear, keep strong and keep fighting you and your family are so much worth it.

Sending you stiong and determined thoughts to,give recovery 100%.

(((((((Bear)))))

Suzanne xxx

Dear bear,

I'm so sorry i just now picked up your post. I definitely know how hard is to get back up. There is just tiny tread visible for us to walk on after painful slips/relapses...but, my friend, there is a way out. You know it yourself, as hard as it is we cannot give in to false promises and spiral down the oblivion.
Am i sad seing you like this? My heart is ripped in two if I'm honest. Does it change anything for you? No. Cause me being like this is not gonna drag u up to safety and on the right track. Many times we see lines like " it starts from within", "only individual can make that most important choice for the rest of their lives"..i want you to get better, i want you to open your eyes and welcome recovery back into your soul, i want you to smile and share your so valuable time with your loved ones, i want you to believe in future....me wanting all this, is not enough dear soldier.
Do you want your life back? Peace? Harmony? ..it's out there for the taking man...for free.

I believe in you, time to stand up dear soldier, i may not be strong enough to carry you, but the unity we have on these pages will definitely come to your aid..time to accept support and get stronger by every single day.

Just do it! You are worth it..your wife is worth it..lil Max is more than worth it.

Sandra xxxxx

Thank you Sandra for that lovely post at 3am this morning I told my girlfriend about what I'd been up to with gambling she said she has known by how my actions have changed yeah I won a bit of money it means nothing without my boy and fiancГ© ive even found pages on the iPad for single mums benefits what she was looking at this morning this is serious I'm an ill man I think I'm as low as I can be I can't lose my family as my life will be ended and I know it .....

The bear xx