Wow bear your last post definitely reads a big turning point for you opening up more to yourself:))
An amazing 121 days today well done you.
Suzanne xxx
Thanks Suzanne have a lovely weekend day 121 keep up the fight everyone x
The bear x
Day 122 one third of a year good start been suffering badly with my anxiety this week but learning and understanding how to handle it was not possible with gambling new me new thoughts new dreams have good Sunday everyone x
The bear x
Day 123 hope everyone well thank you gt for popping by my diary keep working at it the fog does clear the happiness draws near happy Monday all x
The bear x
Day 125 stressful day at work yesterday taking a lot of c**P from boss nearly walked out but little boy at home stopped me need to think about future off to Slovakia tomorrow for 9 days so probably won't be posting take care all x
The bear x
Have a good trip bear, great choice you made yesterday, keep making those strong choices, and keep winning for you and your family.
Take care
Suzanne xxx
Hey bear,
Slovakia sounds good for a little break ☺ hope you're having a great time and looking after yourself & ur loved ones!
Keep every day as important as today..it is ..believe in urself
S x
Day 133 hope everyone well nearing end of trip to Slovakia to see in laws will be pleased to get home now 🙂 have good day everyone x
The bear x
133 days bear , well done.
Have a safe trip home,
Suzanne xxx
One late night prayer for my old friend dark place in his own words the man is dogs meat can't let go of the gambling bug needs help sadly it needs someone better than me fingers crossed x
The bear x
Day 134 I met a beggar in Slovakia I was told she lost her life savings on a fruit machine had a family and everything before that but now lost the plot lost her kids lost her way sad but quick reality check for me I sat watching her with my fiancГ© and 18 month old boy enough said have good day all x
The bear x
Hi bear,
Good to see you going strong guns and winning the fight. Meeting that person puts everything into perspective right, we are only one bad decision away to go down that road :-/ it is serious problem and we cannot deal with it lightly.
Sorry to hear about DP..it's heart breaking to hear that lovely soul as he clearly is, is struggling with this addiction. Nothing we can do dear friend, i am sure he knows where you are and this site is when he is ready to grab that helping hand and climb back to recovery road.
Keep looking after yourself, stay safe and sound
Sandra x
Day 137 hope everyone had good weekend 🙂 x
The bear x
Day 138 beautiful weather er not !!! But no gambling for nearly 5 months now a lot of pain gone through don't want to sail over those rocky waters again have good day all x
The bear x
139 today, keep going
Suzanne xxx
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