Have to start afresh for my son max bear diary.

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Morning bear

You certainly are moving in the right direction

Well done to you

Have a lovely family day gambling free of course

Stay strong slowly but surely moving forwards

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 7th September 2014 10:11 am
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Day 19 it's a new week no gambling for me just getting my mind and life back to normality yep have debts but have family around me would love to get rid of debts but going back to gambling would lose the family not going to happen horrible miserable disease not having me no more have good day all x

The bear x

 
Posted : 8th September 2014 6:20 am
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Day 20 mental well being not at best but will be with time have realised gambling prayed on my mental weakness before and just made it whole lot worse in long run peace in my life is without gambling, I spent an hour just laying on the bed yesterday with my 6 month old son just playing communicating bonding amazing feeling he's getting his real dad now, have a good day everyone x

 
Posted : 9th September 2014 8:07 am
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Hi Bear,

Well, you are getting there my friend. Don't forget - tiny little steps forward. Little Max can teach you that..on the fours..but he will stand up pretty soon and walk unaided. Hell, just imagine that view!!! Your son, taking control of his tiny feet..that is worth dying for. Believe in yourself my friend, just believe. There is so much more to take out of this life. Soak it all in - it is yours and to be fair you can't buy it.

am proud of you and always following your journey.

S x

 
Posted : 9th September 2014 10:46 pm
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Thanks Sandra, day 21 no thoughts of gambling although also no power or opportunity to gamble I think that is something I should have done a while ago oh well live and learn, getting stronger, getting happier, getting to know my family again x

The bear x

 
Posted : 10th September 2014 10:20 am
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Day 22 corner definitely turned still more corners ahead but very positive have a good day everyone non gambling is my new addiction 🙂

The bear x

 
Posted : 11th September 2014 9:04 am
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Morning bear

Very very positive post

Keep going and turning more corners

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 11th September 2014 9:09 am
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Thank you Suzanne for your continued support 🙂 day 23 alls good in the bears life just back from Bristol have good friends round for dinner tonight then out with good friends at my locals tomorrow no gambling involved 🙂 and then a week today I fly to Spain for 17 days my recovery is well under way x

The bear x

 
Posted : 12th September 2014 9:31 am
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24 days today not bad start rest of life to go 🙂 have a great weekend everyone no gambling today x

The bear x

 
Posted : 13th September 2014 10:35 am
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Day 25 good evening with friends family day today no gambling in my mind at all nice feeling my family getting all of me 🙂 x

Have good day x

The bear x

 
Posted : 14th September 2014 12:21 pm
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Keep it up keep it up!!!!!!!!!!!

Way to go my friend, just do it and enjoy your life again! 🙂

S.x

 
Posted : 14th September 2014 6:23 pm
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Well done Bear

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 14th September 2014 10:53 pm
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Thank you Sandra and Suzanne my little angels 🙂 day 26 off to gym have lost nearly a stone since not gambling negative feelings and energy make me eat bad 🙁 but lot more positive and off on holiday Friday for 17 days life looking better yep still lot of debt but can't change that at mo have good day all x

The bear x

 
Posted : 15th September 2014 10:31 am
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Hi Bear

Just wanted to say well done on reaching 26 days without a bet. I really do hope this is your time to "shine" both for yourself and your family.

Take care, stay strong and enjoy your holiday with the two very special people in your life.

Feb.

 
Posted : 16th September 2014 12:49 am
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Thank you feb 🙂 day 27 alls good at the moment no thoughts of gambling just keep racking up the days hope everyone is strong have good day all x

The bear x

 
Posted : 16th September 2014 6:16 am
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