I am stronger than I thought!

A very good evening to you Charlotte

How are things and how's the training going?

Keep strong honey

Jewels x

Thanks all 4 ur support 🙂

Training is intense atm, I find out 2moro if I have passed the final test we took 2day so fingers crossed... I am not gonna write much on my diary 2day because I am feeling a bit down!

I know I will be ok when I get thru training 🙂

I am still gamble free 🙂

Hope everyone is ok x

Charlotte.

Whatever the results of your test, from were I am seeing things you did great, no better than that!!!!

Charlotte through recovery you unlock doors, and you keep opening them!!!!

Well done you, be proud very proud

Duncs stepping forward never back

hiya Charlotte...

Thanks for popping in hun...yep...I used to be in sales but switched to being a Trainer around 4 years ago...sometimes one to one ..sometimes up to groups of 20....

(Not bad for a girl who used to feel physically sick,shaking like a leaf reading out in class at school. lol)

I know you will be absolutely fine Charl and you will go from strength to strength.

As Dunc says ...you will unlock new doors and you should be very proud.

Let us all know how it goes tomorrow.....rest up hun and take it in your stride....we are all behind you every step of the way : ).

hugs and sleeps

R and D xxx

thank you for the kind words charlotte. best of luck for tomorrow. i'll keep my fingers crossed for you. keep strong.

Thanks all 4 ur support 🙂

Just wanted 2 add I am 11 wks gamble free 2day.. and I am really proud of myself 4 staying strong 🙂

It wasn't til some1 asked me in chat I realised it was tues so another full wk gamble free 🙂

Nite all x

HI Charlotte,

Im sure you will pass the test with flying colours I wish you well.

Blondie xx

Charl well done on 11 weeks bet free. You are a star keep shining. Onwards and upwards.

Hi Charlotte,

Really well done on the 11 weeks that is really good I am glad you didn't give in to those horrible urges. Hope work is going well.

Thanks for the support on my diary I am up already it only 5am lol. I had too much sleep though and my body clock is like your not having anymore because I went to bed at like 10pm.

Will let you know how I get on today 🙂

Hope you have a good day stay strong Charlotte only a couple more weeks and we will have completed 90 days gamble free 🙂

Take care x

Hi Charl, I would like to thank you so much for your words of support and wisdom on my diary. Congrats on your 11 weeks - this is fantastic achievement and you should be very proud of yourself. Great job. All the best.

Yo,

Sending you every positive vibe in my body ( got a lot today ) willing you to get that result .

If you don't , but I recon you will, you know why , cause if you have as much effort into that as you have into you turning your life around , I would be shocked to the core if you do not get your pass

But if you do not , well you should be so proud of giving it a go and fighting so many fears .

Like I said I recon your will pass with flying colours , but then I suppose I am a bit bias cause I think you are smashing , and courageous and lots of lovely things .

Be watching out for a post laters , ( well if I can get a signal lol)

Shiny xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Charlotte,

Wishing you all of the best today. Regardless, you are a superstar in my book. 11 weeks!! You rock darlin! 🙂 -joan

Hi Charlotte. I'm good thank you. Hope ur day went smoothly. All the best..

Thanks all 4 ur kind words and support, it means alot 🙂

Yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I passed I am now part of the team and I am soooooooooo happy. The guy who was training me said I have done gr8 and he also told me that he was worried I would leave during the training cus I was quiet alot of the time. He said that he did not want that 2 happen because I was getting gr8 scores lol..... I thought I was rubbish tbh. I am sooo proud of myself. I know I must sound crazy 2 some of u here and this is normal 4 alot of u going thru training etc but 4 me this really took all my strength. I never thought I could do this and at times I felt like quitting the training and running 2 a machine..... Alot of my past issues have came back 2 haunt me this last cpl of weeks but I am stronger now. It has not been easy 2 stick with this but it was soooo worth it!

I have said this b4 but all the support and advice I have received on this site means alot 2 me. U r all gr8 ppl, without this site and the g8 ppl here that have supported me thru the good and the bad times I would never have got this far on this journey.... In all honesty I may have done something stupid. So I want 2 say a huge thank u 2 u all 🙂

I got home 2nite and when I got in I just started crying and I never cry.... My bf thought I did not pass and he was soooo supportive. But I was just so overwhelmed that I actually did something I never thought was possible especially from me!

So I have learnt these past cpl of wks that sometimes the worry of doing something is worst than actually doing it 🙂

And nething is possible, if u want something bad enough there is nothing stopping u achieving it 🙂

I am really happy 2nite and I was snuggling in2 my bf earlier and Maddison was sat inbetween us she was so happy... And I smiled 2 myself I realised that the best things in life r free and that is them. I am soooooo lucky 🙂

Still gamble free 🙂

Hope everyone is ok x

Yo

Massive big high five to you Hun

Never doubted you for a second , well done honey

Shiny xxxxxxxxxxxxxx