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Well done suzanne and thank you for your words of encouragement. Ive only just started on my journey of saying no to gambling but you show it can be done xx

 
Posted : 21st August 2014 8:12 am
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Good morning diary

115 days today and staying strong and positive

No thoughts whatsoever to gamble today

Work us quite stressful at the moment lots of changes happening soon but I am not thinking of gambling at all and that is a good in control feeling

I will not be playing today because it does not interest me today at all

Wishing everyone a strong and positive gambling free day

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 21st August 2014 8:18 am
SB28
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Hey Suzanne,

Good to see you moving on and confident. Great going on g free days, they will soon mount up. Keep believing my friend, keep the faith up and may positivity stays by your side forever. You are doing it and be proud. Not every day is the same, but good ones surely outweighs the low ones. Enjoy!!

S x

 
Posted : 21st August 2014 11:33 am
 Boro
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Well done pleased your doing well

Graeme x

 
Posted : 21st August 2014 3:37 pm
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Well done Suzanne and thanks as always for your support x

 
Posted : 21st August 2014 10:16 pm
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Good morning diary

116 days today of being gamble free and winning

I have read two posts this morning about one person abstaining for 2 years and then another for 5 years

I want to thank both of them for sharing their experience and I wish them both the very best

It shows me even more that I can never underestimate this gambling addiction it can rear its awful pull at any time

I still feel I am getting further and further away from any form of gambling

Today I am just not interested whatsoever and that is very positive for me to keep going forwards and onwards to a happier gamble free life

There are big changes at work about to happen and I am one of 40 people (middle management) that will be part of the changes can't say too much right now but it is a very stressful time for all involved at this time

Also my thoughts are with my two granddaughters 24 seven with the upcoming funeral of their grandads

No date yet

Thank goodness for FaceTime Facebook phones and texts because I am there for them 24 seven not the same as being with them though

My son and their mum split up when they were little and then I moved up North and son followed but their mum remarried and had had two more children so I am thankful they are surrounded by a big loving family down there

The aftermath of gambling has given me another blow because I can't drive down to see them I simply don't have any spare funds it would cost about 100 in petrol alone

I am taking more strength and positivity from this because I NEVER WANT TO BE IN A SITUATION like this again (have nieces wedding to deal with next week too) they live in Kent

Up until 4 months ago I would have borrowed PD loans sold anything I had used OHs card I would have even stolen from OH to gamble on a stupid chance that I might win enough money to see all my family

Not today or tomorrow because I know that chance would be minus 10000 zero I can never go back there and by abstaining and maintaining one day at a time That is the only way I will build my money back up and get back on track

I will not be playing today because It's my choice and I am sticking to it

Wishing everyone on here a happy strong and positive gambling free day

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 22nd August 2014 10:10 am
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Morning.

thanks for your post.

Continued best wishes,

Gazza

 
Posted : 22nd August 2014 10:56 am
S.A
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Hi Suzanne... and well done on your gamble free time. Keep up the good work. Regards... S.A 🙂

 
Posted : 22nd August 2014 11:22 am
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Good morning diary

117 days of winning by abstaining and maintaining

Middle shift today at work and then 2 days off

Feeling tired and flat this morning but it's because I am tired after late shift and the stress of what is going to happen at work (don't know yet) getting me down

It's been going on now since June

I will not be playing today because I have better things to do with my hard earned money

Wishing everyone a strong and positive day

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 23rd August 2014 8:47 am
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Well done suzanna! only hope I can get to where u are now! so tempted to say 'sod it I enjoy the slots ' but I dont enjoy the self loathing etc so day 7 for me saying todai I will not gamble. Take care x

 
Posted : 23rd August 2014 9:49 am
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Morning Suzanne!

117 days is fantastic and i bet you can't believe how far you have come!

I can't believe that i am over 150 days gamble free and it all seems like a former life!

Keep up the good work! Have a great weekend!

Steve xxx

 
Posted : 23rd August 2014 11:03 am
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Well done Suzanne, 117 days is brilliant. September is soon upon us and then we can start the count down to 150 days, then 200 days and before we know it, it will be XMAS and 250 days.

Shaun

 
Posted : 23rd August 2014 11:48 am
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Good Morning Suzanne

Really great achievement 118 days, must be feeling on top of the world.

Thank you so much for your continued support, as duncan would say "we made a choice and now we are winning every day" take care and keep it up.

Dark Place

 
Posted : 24th August 2014 9:25 am
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Good afternoon diary

118 days now of being free of gambling

Busy day so far with shopping housework washing and gardening but all done now dinner is on and I am enjoying a very cold one or two

Staying strong and positive even though I still do not know the outcome for middle management at work

Will find out in a couple of weeks I really hope I am made redundant I think my job was one of my triggers for gambling as an escape to unwind

Slowly but surely abstaining and maintaining one day at a time because that is the only way forward for me for a happy and healthy life

I will not be playing today because I have chosen not to

Wishing everyone a good positive and safe gambling free day

Suzanne xx

 
Posted : 24th August 2014 4:45 pm
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Enjoy your day Suzanne. I am enjoying a nice glass of rioja!

Have a great afternoon.

Steve xxx

 
Posted : 24th August 2014 6:05 pm
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