My recovery diary

Hi Lou, I tried to download Gamban to my smartphone and  had a problem; I couldn't seem to get past stage 2 (of 3) of the setup. (Setting up the VPN.). But I found a way round it and am now set up Ok.  Happy to chat about my workaround on Chat later.

Thanks roch mine is all set up but isnt working but hopefully it will get sorted. 

My mood seems to be all over the place lately in morning ive been so tired and not able to do much..after 2pm i seem to perk up a bit and managing to get up and do little bits around the flat which has been a goal for me. But then by evening 9pm i seem to get down again. At least im having a period where i feel more energy and a bit better. Back at work tomorrow ..just getting up at 5.30am will of course be a challenge.

Lou x 

Will be thinking of you and wishing you well over the coming week Lou. Hopefully the hospitals will be less traumatic as the number of covid cases reduce. You are a true hero in my eyes and I am proud you are my gamcare friend.

Congratulations on your excellent progress in stopping gambling and respect for the support and encouragement you give to your fellow travellers. I often see your posts around the forum and always have a good read of them.

Aum x 

May I echo Stephen's sentiments here, Lou.  We're all with you as you return to work.  A hero and a genuinely decent, pleasant, caring person too 🙂 

Oh how lovely Roch and aum. Thankyou, not a hero its just my job and what i trained to do..thankyou for the support

Was suppose to be getting an early night but did some elearning and come to bed to relax for a bit first. I actually got up and sorted somethings today which i please about.

Wish you all well

Loux 

Really hope your first day back's going/went well Lou 🙂 🙂 🙂 

Hi Lou it nice to see you are still on the right path hope you well and if you speak to stace can you send her my  best wishes                        
   Scotty??❤️

Evening Lou hope all's well ?

Not feeling good right now..feeling physically and mentally unwell from stress. 

I am sorry that you are not feeling well Lou.

My thoughts are with you and hope you feel better soon.

You are a wonderful lady who works hard and tries hard so please be gentle with yourself and put your trust in a better tomorrow

Love and best wishes.

Stephen x 

Sending you my best wishes lou 

May I join Scottydogg and Stephen in letting you know we're all thinking of you Lou 🙂  

Thankyou..ive had brief gambling urges tonight but i've not gambled..just feeling so low..tomorrows going to be hard as well as its a reminder of something sad. I dont feel in a great place to support anyone or even talk so im sorry ive not spoken on chat

Lou x

Hi Lou and thinking of you on this memorable day for you.

Its always lovely when you're on the Chat, just being there lifts us all.

We're here for you like you've been  here for us, through the highs and no-so highs. 

So you take care Ok ?

Lou, 

I just wanted to say again, you're a lovely person and I'm so glad you are here on the forum and to share our journies together. 

I've had some difficult thoughts lately, I know what it's like when your mind is saying awful things to you but please please remember your thoughts are lying to you. Your track record at getting through tough days is 100% You can do this - even if you need to take it a minute at a time.