6 months today was the shock off my life i had taken a bank loan out to recover my losses and lost every penny on gambling i had very little seem and i felt so numb it was a very horrible experience i rang up mosses and let everything out the pain and missery inside me on the same night i logged onto the Chatroom and spoke to a guy called Adam the following day i asked a close friend to borrow some money to get me through till next pay day i still remember the feeling i had i was completely lost the following day i was still numb like i was high on drugs it was the worst feeling as i only lost my own money this was the first time i had taken a bank loan this was the worst experince i ever had it took me around two months to accept what had happened and the urgues to settle i have has my moments about the debt however the last few months my life has improved significantly i havent any urgues just the odd split second thought i went to my local takeaway yesterday for a treat any who is struggling keep at it my life a million times better i realised i was spending far too much i want to main this and i need to stay foccused and take each day as it comesÂ
Well done Taz, not only is that some effort, but its been good watching you evolve and grow.
Keep doing what you do, and well done in the help and advice you offer others.
But right now its about you Well done again.
Thanks for sharing Tazman,
It is good to see you report that you are feeling that your life is getting better and that you are experiencing improvements, well done on making this progress.
Take care,
Adam.
What an accomplishment!! Congrats!! Stay focussed and determined. You got this!Â
Wow, what a journey you've been through in the past 6 months. It takes a lot to bounce back from such a tough experience, but I'm glad to hear that things are looking up for you now. It's awesome that you've found a healthier balance and are staying focused.
Dear Tazman
it took me a while to find a diary for you but I found this and my goodness, how far you have come!Â
700 days today! A huge achievement for which you should be extremely proud.
On top of this, you are helping so many others that are in the same position that you once was, including me 🙂
Thank you Tazman and many congratulations on 700 winning days. Here’s to 700 more!Â
Em x
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Thanx everyone i really do appreciate everything in life i did slack on diary however i have been regularly coming on chat i believe it what kept away from relapsing i did start a diary however their alot of heartache and misary i dont want to experience again as it still hurts today however i am greatful i am in s much better position today and has long as i keep coming on here i can remain gamble free i still have regrets and what i could have done with the money however i can only move forward and leave that past behind
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