My Diary - Day by Day

Stay strong these negative feelings will pass, and you will feel sooo much stronger, try and take yourself out of how you feel, just do something totally different, be it having a bath, painting whatever even cleaning windows, lol HDs, you will feel tired so why not just relax cleaning can be done anytime, and let's face it as soon as you clean something it needs doing again very shortly.

Look after you and keep winning.

Suzanne xxx

Day 57 - 1/4/15

Thanks guys for the support - managed to abstain last night 🙂 Go me! 2 more days to reach next goal (2 months) I did a few jobs but not as productive as i should have been. Getting a bit down lately with the hospital - gestational diabeties etc. Not long now - longest i have to wait to see my baby is 32 days! (scary)

Wants2stop you inspire me!

I have read every one of your posts in this diary and you have given me the motivation to start a diary myself. I have had a gambling problem for many years now and have recently just came to terms that it is destroying me. This is my 3rd day gamble free and to be honest, the last 3 days have been assisted by reading your diary.

You should be so incredibly proud of yourself. Keep up the fight and please keep posting! I hope you don't mind if I use your reward idea as I think it is a great incentive.

SierraJuliet x

Day 58 - 2/4/15

Morning guys 🙂

and what a lovely message to wake up to this morning SierraJuliet. Keep going you are doing great. I am pleased that not only is this diary helping myself but amazingly helping others too!. I am still at the beginning of my journey too - although i am sure it feels so far away now for you - you will get here 🙂

Lets keep winning

Next reward tomorrow - woo hoo - 2 whole months!

Morning wants2stop,

I am just home from a very busy night shift and all I want to do is..........sleep :)! Thanks for the words of advice. The fact that you have even acknowledged my post and responded, convinces me that I can do this with the support of others. Have a lovely day and I look forward to reading and replying to future posts. I will jot down a few rewards later when I wake.

SierraJuliet x

Another day nearly done and 1 step closer to my next reward 🙂 Hope you guys are all good!

Day 59 - 3/4/15

Officially month 2 today and i have made it! woop! Lets keep going guys 🙂

Feeling really tired today 🙁

Going to Nandos later witht the OH for my 2 month reward (if i can keep my eyes open)

Hope you're had a lovely meal at Nando's! Very well deserved.

Scott x

Day 60 - 4/4/15

Thanks Scott - We did enjoy it 🙂 Hope your keeping well and still abstaining!

Bit annoyed woke this morning to the OH gambling on his phone in bed when he had said he had cancelled the site. Just dont think there is any chance he is going to stop!! I know its hard - its hard for all of us but it seems like he doesnt even want to try. His promises dont seem to mean anything 🙁

Just need to concentrate on myself and my recovery though

Day 61 - 5/4/15

Morning and Happy Easter folks!

Happy Easter to you and 61 days of winning is certainly something to be very happy about. Well done on your winning days.

Suzanne xxx

Day 62 - 6/4/15

Morning All - its going to be a long day woke up at 4.30am 🙁

That's early girl, but hey 62 days of winning, great achievement

Have a lovely lonnnggg day lol.

Suzanne xxx

Thanks Suzanne - trying to keep my eyes open! Hospital again tomorrow hopefully get confirmation of my induction date etc Not long to go now - looking forward to my massage and facial friday (10 week reward 14th April) just booked in a little early due to all this baby stuff 🙂