My Journey

Hi Diary,

Day 55

The sun is shining.....tra ....la.....tra...la.....la

Hello lovely people!

Note to self.....do not forget to do diary!

2 days worth now!

Yesterday.........tip....bin bags...clean house!

Bit of a drive in me new shades..........o*g....Love it...can eye the guys up and they cant see me.......god i'm such a perve!

Work today......c**P.......Met bestie.......wicked.

Funny when you have a soulmate of the same s*x...time just flies!

We were both gonna go away in october to Greece...but neither can really afford. So we both going down to Somerset and see my babe and sleep over.......Who needs Greece and the sun....somerset and cream teas! Well more like massive bender and stay the night ....lol

I have had plenty of chances lately to do the G word....I kinda get a sick feeling in the stomach now..............I don't have the same blocks as a lot of you but this diary is working for me. If at any time I get tempted I will place more blocks.

Today I am Happy....Today I did not gamble.....today I did not want to gamble.

Today life is Sweet!

Sue xxx

Hey little womble friend.

Great post today. Slapped hands for missing yesterday lol.

Im guessing your like me and you could have fun in a dark room on your own lol.. (that doesnt quite sound how i meant it to lol ) But i hope you know what i mean.

My bessie's are all nutters just like me and its a dangerous time when we are all out together. Why not eh life is for living.... Not gambling.

Enjoy the rest of your evening sue and keep your eyes peeled for those hunks..

Blondie xxx

tar la la la la...back at ya!

Look at you...skipping along and living life like you are free free free...

Which......you are my wombleing cyber pal...(on ipad predictive that came out as "wobbling" cyber pal..)

You deserve all the happiness in the world....No reason....just cos you're you!

Capturing your spirit and spreading the love.....

Feel like listening to the Wurzels......I am a cider drinker.....with a combine harvester thrown in....Hmmmm....messy!!

Rach and Doo xxx

ps ..your Cheddar Gorge-us xx....lil lol

correction....you're Welles Cheddar Gorge-us xxx

Thanks Rach........got jim jams on now singing I am a cider drinker...tr la .....la

But does anyone have the key to "my combine harvestor" ?

LOL.....can't get wurzells out my head now.....grrrrrr

Sue x

Hi Sue,

Thanks as always for your message. Always put a smile on my face. 🙂 I hope that you've had a great day.

Take care

Dave X

Sue.take an oven ready chok take the string off make cuts in the thigh and legs so they cook the same time as the breast rub in your nandos put in a freezer bag in the fridge for a few hours.to cook open your can of ale and stand the bird on it push it right up it's backside!!!! Then roast for 70 minutes leave to rest for twentyminutes then enjoy!!!!

Thanks for the lovely message.

Duncs stepping forward never back.

Morning ,

Thank you for your post, but with all due respect I think your positivity and support of this site out shines me any day lol

( not that it's a competition)

Keep doing what you are doing Hun, it's obviously working for you , and it is like you have thrown a big fat stone in the middle of a lake , the ripples it is making are having a really positive effect on all those who come into contact with you , be in both in real life or in this virtual one .

Oh and keep wearing specs , I am 🙂

Shiny xxxxxx

Hello Sue,

Great post once again! If you go back to day one now and read through you will see so many more good days than bad! Was that the case whilst gambling? I used to appear happy but that was a very false front! It's called a journey because it takes time and I honestly believe that over time the journey will become just that little bit easier! I think that's why we hear the word complacency so often because when things are good, the sun is shining, and life is grand it's easy to think we have it cracked. My advice to myself and to others is to love the new life you have but remain vigilant, gambling can beat us and will beat us but only if we let it! That's why we are here ultimately to stop us getting beat!

The weekend is going to be hot my friend keep on those shades and P**v away lol!

Flagg

Good mornin sue

Always as pleasure to come on to ur super positivity diary I think if we all took ur outlook on life the world would be just perfect

Yet there's still no room for complacency u understand what works for u , positivity determination strength will power the I won't be beaten attitude sums u up perfectly. All this and been mentally strong will lead to a wonderful life been gamble free and happy

Ultimately if we want to gamble we will blocks or no blocks but ur doin just great and remember be proud of urself

Take care

Castle2

Hello Sue,

I, like Castle and probably countless others, love coming into your diary, because I know you will make me smile with your cheerful and always sunny attitude!

It is so refreshing to see and know that there are people embracing all the challenges of recovery and coming through singing and dancing!

You have also made me want to get myself some shades… can’t think why though!! 😉

Have a great weekend Sue.. keep shining, keep smiling, keep being you!

Lmm xxx

Hi Sue, thanks as always 4 ur post on my diary 🙂

Ur last post made me smile, as long as u don't get 2 the stage where u start beeping ur horn at the guys like they do 2 us hey 🙂

U r doing brilliant Sue, ur positivity and determination shines thru 🙂

We can't change our pasts Sue, but we can change our future, and u deserve nothing but happiness!

Have a gr8 wknd xxxxxxxx

hI Sue my little ray of sunshine,

Hope today has been a good one, and the P**v meter reached an all time high, hot sun=less clothing ;).

im just about to *** open my first beer whilst my boyfriend makes his way down the M6, i think ive earnt it.

Enjoy your weekend sue, Dont forget the shades !!

Blondie xxxxx

Hi Sue, thank u 4 ur post on my diary 🙂

I think our posts crossed, I'm ok thanks 🙂

Thanks 4 being sooo sweet, likewise I am here if u need me 2 🙂

Keep making ppl smile 🙂

Stay strong xxxx

Hi Diary,

Day 56

Thanks everyone for the awesome posts.........feel quite humble!

Very busy day at work.........Clients to get up...clients to dentist.

Worked with (those who remember diary while back....confrontational one!)

She said sorry....whoop...whoop....didnt rub her nose in it but wanted to...accepted graciously!

So work life is sweet......cough cough....not so sweet really...client bad stomach....Sue short straw.......la la la!

Oh well half hour shower when I got in!

Would of loved to go out tonight but work tomorrow....not such spring chuck anymore!

Off Sunday....so is Bestie.............Result......Out tomorrow after work for Pimms...perving......and hopefully Nandos!

Maybe wont post till Sunday.

So folks.....Gamble free is the way to go!

Sue xxxxxxxxxxxx