My Recovery Diary

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vidasvidas
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Yesterday was bad (or maybe good?) day for me.
had 800euros in my bank account, deposited and lost everything on live blackjack in ~2 hours.

Lost every cash i got. also its not first time that i lost every cash in my bank account.
i have been gambling for about 9 years. ( i am now 24 years old)
Everything started from poker in school... i remember that day. i won that day like ~3 euros. was so happy.. after some months me and my friends founded online poker. (what a cool thing i thought) and then i started to deposit and loosing.
Got into debts and also loosing on online poker. after few months and took a break, blocked all poker sites. i was still in school so i had to work in summer to pay my debts...

when i finished school, i tried casino. short story, in around 2 years lost everything i had that moment and also took debts.. Than went to one casino and said that i want to be blocked permanent. They blocked me, and said they will not let to get in there casino's.

but then i founded online casino.... and then i also was paying my debts, but my other savings and other money were going to online casino. i was loosing everything, every month. like for 1 year. when i got payout from job. i go to casino and loose it in slots or live blackjack...

Now i will write here my gamble free days. and i now WILL NEVER GAMBLE ANYMORE!!!!

[sorry, for mistakes, english isnt my first language]

 
Posted : 14th June 2018 9:40 am
vidasvidas
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1 DAY GAMBLE FREE.

 
Posted : 14th June 2018 9:41 am
judy
 judy
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Hi vidasvidas,

And welcome to the diaries. Coming on here and starting a diary is a positive step in the right direction. You might also consider reading some other diaries. Just a suggestion but you might want to check out duncanmac, ODAAT, and Loxxie. Whatever you do don't give up giving up gambling. Will be looking out for future posts. -joan

 
Posted : 14th June 2018 1:15 pm
vidasvidas
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2days GAMBLE FREE

 
Posted : 15th June 2018 5:43 am
vidasvidas
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5 days GAMBLE FREE

 
Posted : 18th June 2018 6:12 am
vidasvidas
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6 days GF

 
Posted : 19th June 2018 5:52 am
vidasvidas
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7 days GF

 
Posted : 20th June 2018 6:39 am
vidasvidas
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8days GF

 
Posted : 21st June 2018 6:00 am
vidasvidas
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9 days gf

 
Posted : 22nd June 2018 7:31 am
vidasvidas
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12 days gf

 
Posted : 25th June 2018 7:09 am
Change
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Nice work with 12 days. Still long way to go but great start...

 
Posted : 25th June 2018 9:17 pm
vidasvidas
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Change wrote:

Nice work with 12 days. Still long way to go but great start...

Thank you!

 
Posted : 26th June 2018 7:37 am
vidasvidas
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13 days GF

 
Posted : 26th June 2018 7:38 am
vidasvidas
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14 days GF

 
Posted : 27th June 2018 5:11 am
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16 days GF

 
Posted : 29th June 2018 5:12 am
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