Still smiling and gamble free 🙂
short and sweet today Lucy but equally as great to read.
Stay strong.
Flagg
Hey Lucy
So glad to see you're still smiling and still gamble free! Keep it up! x
Scared again !
Nearly had a bad accident yesterday in really poor driving conditions , scared the living daylights out of me !
Don't want to get back in the car but have too for work, if I hadn't found some grip I would have hit the barrier and spun into an artic lorry beside me , think I aquaplaned , scary stuff ! Don't know if that's the right terminology ( I'm a woman! )
The reason I'm in a state is because my 6 year spree of destruction started really really gathering pace around the time of my car accident.
I know it's different , I didn't have an accident but it's kinda bought back the what if's !
I know I'm still strong and will not give in , I'm still here and for that 'believe ' the powers that be must have a reason for me to hang around still !
Silly to compare and start thinking what if's again but relating to past events in the destruction phase is a way of also trying to understand what the hell happened !
Got stroppy with a mate because I was in a mess and feel horrible about that too !
But still really really strong and I know when I arrive to work safe and sound I'll have my smile back on my face 🙂
Just gotta get back in the car !
For today , those bad dark clouds can chase me around but by god they are not going to get me !
Hope all have a safe bet free day
Lucy day 56 x
Hi Lucy
Glad to see ur ok after ur scare , the determination jumps right of the page at me in ur last post there's grit and steel in ur words I can see the belief u now av in urself
The thought and hard work that are goin into ur actions the decisions ur now makin in life , that corner is well and truly turned and that's all down to u so be proud of urself I know we are
Take care
Castle2
hi lucy, glad that you are ok after your weird care accident!remember, everything happens for a reason in this life.
take care and stay safe
Hi Lucy
Well done for staying strong! Must have been a scary experience!!
Your attitude is great Lucy.. you are learning quickly not to let things get to you and talking about them is obviously helping you a lot.
I really enjoy reading your diary because no matter what, you always seem to put a smile on my face!
Well done - hope you enjoy yet another bet free day! x
I came looking for your diary after you posted on mine, have just sat and read the whole thing.
You should be really, really proud of how well you are doing, hope you are ok after your scare. x
Hi ya,
That was kind of you to post of my thread this morning considering the fright you had. Thank you.
You are doing really well, if you needed an excuse to gamble , there was one. But hay no, not our Lucy , stayed strong, good for you honey.
You take care ,
Big hugs
Dusty xxxxxx
hi lucy!
i see that you ve started learning greek!!thats fab!
my computer lets me put in greek letters so here it goes: πολύ καλά
i know its all greek to you(lol)
have a wonderful bet free day too!
we CAN do it!
well i wrote it in greek letters but gamcare doesnt recognise them that why you see
καλά
lol
any way
poly kala (even with latin) is ok
have a nice day
Good Morning World
For a change i do not have much to say lol
Off work as not feeling too well but have no thoughts of gambling!
Need my pennies to give to the ex for a place and believe me that is where it will go not in the slots!
If i ever have a friday off i would go down the bingo hall at lunchtime with an elderly friend but never spent much time with her just played the slots, not today though and not because i don't feel well.
It is because i NO longer want to play the dreaded slots, i NO longer want to waste my money, I NO longer want to feel a failure and most of all I WANT to be happy.
I know now the only way to achieve this is to remain bet free and that's exactly what i will be!
So much for not alot to say as usual lol
Hope all remain bet free today
Lucy x
Thanks 4 ur post boston. Hope ur feeling better soon and well done on continueing to be be bet free a day at a time. 8 weeeks is great!
Hi Lucy, thank you sooooo much for your kind words on my diary. ur support meant so much 2 me this morning 🙂 I hope you are feeling better soon and well done 4 staying stong . U give me hope 🙂
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