hi all
decided to start another diary hoping this time i keep it up and stop all this
have been posting for a bout 5 years wish i stoped from day one
lost again today £1200 to stupid online roulette,
dont know why i keep doing it i always lose in the end.
closed all online accounts and most of the others i can unable to join again.
so day one starts tm,
have downloaded and installed gamblock,i already had it but managed to remove it,so stupid that cost me ££££££££££
feeling sick and very angry with myself,feel sorry for my girlfriend as she can feel somthing is wrong with me
she thinks i gave up mpnths ago and is very supportive to me,i hate the feeling i have not stopped
i dont even need the money if i dont gamble i am better of anyway.
well i not goint to moan its my fault just me
looking forwards to a gamble free month,as thats the last amount of time i did and the the next month
mark
I am in the same situation as you mate. Struggling over the years with this addiction. Time for us to swallow the bitter pill and let go of our losses. That is the only way. Best wishes.
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