Tnx for post guys!
Gr8t stuff
Stay strong.
HA, cant be asked today..
Fast li£e
Why be so shy fast life? I read your post and I liked it. Did it reflect your life? Were you a troublesome child? Take it easy pal. Russ
Yeh I suppose I was a troublesome child...born in Hackney bought up on the notorious Holly Street Estate...wasnt easy in the 70- 80's...but hey I cant blame that on my cg? can I?...I guess being poor would play a part in chasing fools gold most of your life...
Been landed in jail quite a few times nothing special or tough about me..just lucky to get through things...That is the upside!
Anyway, I have done my best to dissassociate from my past and it has worked very well.....I just wish id done it earlier...
I do have a strange hypothesis...I believe that when you are young your body is growing at an exponential rate...which causes the brain to only partly to function (so it is not properly formed) then as your body slows down (ages) your brain develops... if im right its no wonder i took so long to realise!!!... Trouble is you do not have your youth anymore...you lose everything in life: your looks, money & loved ones...But if you have a good HEART it dont matter what you had, or have got trust me!..god only knows (I aint religious)
The moral is why do we suffer so much.."but we are the creators of this suffering"... Funny thing is we always go back for more...
Fast li£e
Good post fast life. I reckon there's plenty of depth to you and resolve for that matter. If you can pull yourself out of your troublesome past, you can do the same with gambling. Who needs looks, money etc when you can enjoy life for what it is. Keep up the good work fast life.
Tnx for post.
Today is ordinary...but I am happy I suppose.
🙂
Stay strong.
Fast li£e
Happy and not gambling, can't be bad. Keep going fast life
Ty 4 post m8t..
All good...Dont think I will be gambling any time soon...
Fast li£e
Went to town with kidzz 2day ...Still doing well in recovery...nrly 6 months gamble free...feel a lot better and calmer.
6 months will be one hell of an achievement fella. This will be followed by another 6 months and another and another and another! Glad you had a good time with the kids.
Hi guys..
Gambling is definitely a mugs game..there is enuff s@it in the world..just take a look around and you can see the misery!
Stay strong.
Hi...hope everyone is recovering well.
sToRmTrOoPeR.
I will get through to the next level and the next...e.t.c e.t.c... if i keep going....I can & will do this....
I CANNOT WIN BECAUSE I CANNOT STOP... six months ago these words stuck in my head....I will not forget them....will you??
StOrMtrOopEr
a.ka. Fast li£e.
Hi diary.
A guy came up to me today at the bus stop...I remember him from way back when I was" living" in the bookies. He's an old kind of fella. Anyway, he said to me , "Oh you look different?" I replied..hmm?. Then he said," you have got a few grey hairs". So, mebbe it wasnt such a compliment after all? Furthermore, as soon as he said that he went on to say." It's those machines!!" Well I dont want to hear it I thought. So I just belted it out," Hey m8t I dont gamble! (well not for six months anyway). Boy that was a load off my chest. Conversation dried up... Then we started talking about quantam physics of a stickle back insect.(lol).
StOrMtRoOpER.
Hi diary!
Went to town blaha blah blabla....YEEEEAAAAHHHHHH.....SIX MONTHS 2DAY.....WOOO HOOOOO!
stay strong!
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