DAY 0
Just blew £115 on the slots. Well, no SKY bill paid, no money for diesel or groceries, no piano lesson money for the wee one.
I owe mum £100 on Friday and I'm screwed.
I am so angry and ashamed and disgusted at myself.
That's the last time I go back. I'm not lining their pockets anymore when I have so much debt and responsibility myself.
I can't wait to see the days mount up so I can begin to regain some self-respect and dignity.
Hi Chris,
Welcome to the Forum!
I noticed that you have posted in the new members section of this Forum, too and that you have received many responses there.
It would be good to hear about your progress since Monday.
Keep posting.
Kind wishes
Gabriele
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