Today I am 15 weeks free of gambling, this is my first post but I have often logged on to read people's stories and they have been a great source of strength
Is it hard to resist temptation? Of course, sometimes crushingly so in the early days but it gets so much easier as time passes. I will never be free of this addiction so I am always aware and alive to it rearing its head but one thing I will never be is complacent. I know the devil inside me will always be inside me so I just have to be stronger, quicker and ready to fight back
My debts will take around 4 years to clear at a rate that allows me to still do the things I love, if I do have spare money I add a little extra here and there. Finally for the first time in a good few years my total debt is decreasing rather than growing. I have a game plan, pay the debt, pay the mortgage and then travel for as long as I can and as far as I can
I didn't think I had the strength to beat this and everyday is a battle to keep on winning but it can be done and the feeling of strength it gives you has finally brought me peace
Finding_peace that's brilliant!
I myself am 3 days free, but mine is not 3 days free from gambling, it's3 days free from my gambling husband.
I uncovered yet more lies and gambling transactions on Friday and messaged him at work telling him not to come home, we are done! He has lost a lot of money but nothing will compare to the pain of losing his two gorgeous children who have both told me they are ashamed of him. Can you imagine if that were you?
You sound strong and determined and I believe you will do this, even from your brief mail it shows you want to quit, I can feel it. My husband never did, in his eyes there was no problem.
He tells me I must now sell my car, our home will certainly be lost but most heartbreaking will be telling my 11 year old daughter that her pony must go. This will be the the worst case scenario but looking at his debts I cannot see another way at present.
i wish you every success. Let us know how you are getting on. Well done!!!!
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