Hi all
Just a vent I guess, the casinos with the pending withdrawal function are horrible.
I reversed £800 today from a £40 deposit yesterday and flunked it all away in 10 minutes on Roulette - that could of helped me so much this payday, I could of bought XMAS Presents early, I could have paid some debts off, but of course the roulette number is surely due? Nope. It's a mugs game.
Luckily I have just enough to be able to surivive. after bills, this month (Maybe 250) - but I want to beat this parasite that's inside my brain, convincing me to gamble all the time.
I'm convinced that i'm going to make it, day-by-day and i'm sure this place will help alot. I'm 22 and I don't want this problem to get any worse, - i'm sick of being 3/400 down every month on pay because of this stupid habit of gambling.
I just feel sick at the moment, wish I was sleeping in bed and wish I never ever touched a casino. I'm sat at work feeling so ashamed of myself for not realising just how much £800 is, but gamblers will always tell themselves it's okay and we can expect losses, but i'm not carrying on gambling anymore.
I'm now self excluded from every site i've ever gambled on, i've been looking for free software but I can't find any that will block the UK sites.
Thanks for reading.
Hey james welcome to the forum u have found a start a building block to the rest of your gamble free days. I don't really know your drugs of choice (roulette) never bothered me that one, but I do know addiction very well. Well done for blocking those sites, I don't know any free blocking sites but with the money you saving buy not gambling could go to one of those sites.?
My advice is to tell someone confide in them you can not do this on your own its to hard I've been there and back on my own many times, but still there with the help of my partner who knows the lot. Try counselling or ga it can only help.
Good luck in your journey read some threads you will see yourself in some and advice given
Red x
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