I am 24 in Northern Ireland. I have been gambling since I was a kid. In past months it has escalated and this month I've been begging stealing and borrowing anything just to have a bet. I was a successful long distance runner at local level in the past year but recently gambling's took over I've stopped training, cant sleep or eat losing my wages every week. Im messed up with anxiety and panic attacks. Please somebody reach out please......
Hello Alphonso
Sadly I understand the pain of compulsive gambling
Its not very nice
I'm reaching out just to let you know your not alone
So what now?
You looked over the rest of the site?
Thanks for replying, what now is I try rebuild my life which will be tough. Ive been on the forum hope to get on the chatroom tomorrow.
Hello Alphonso,
You have taken a great step forward by posting onto this Forum, as it means that you are recognising the problem. GamCare offers a lot of support, so if you feel anxious and are panicking it might be helpful to talk to someone about it.
We're open from 8am until midnight, 7 days a week. We provide emotional support and helpful information, as well as facilitate referrals to one to one counselling appointments if you wish to see someone face-to-face.
You're welcome to contact us on our freephone 0808 8020 133. Alternatively, you can use the Netline:
http://secure.gamcare.org.uk/netline
Best wishes,
Ana
Hi Alphonso,
I totally understand what it feels like to hit rock bottom, but if you are prepared to hang around on this forum reading and writing posts, you will find it really does help. We all have slightly different tales to tell, but all united in beating our gambling addictions. if you can face it start a diary page in the "recovery diaries'" section, you'll find people will respond and it will help you keep track of how you are progressing. I've only been here a week, I relapsed on Tuesday with a nightmare all night roulette session, but since then I've been clean with the help of the folks on here and the gamcare phone line. All the best you are not alone. Granite
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