Yesterday was day zero. D day as it were.
I had been clean for about 4 years. Managing to suppress those urges.
This weekend me and my wife were away for the weekend without the kids for the first time in a long time.
I don’t know what happened but I couldn’t control the urges and ended up gambling away £1,500 of my £1,700 wages.
It just spiralled out of control and I was trying to win back what I had lost and ended up losing more.
I’ve never posted on anything like this before but just need to know that it gets better because right now I feel like I am on the verge of losing everything.
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